>but what do you want that he's not giving you?

really, there isn't anything he ISN'T giving me per se besides FULL commitment. i don't want him to see anyone else. as it stands, since we aren't in a relationship...he can see other women, and i can see other men although i honestly have no interest. i know that for me, he is it. it fucks with my head b/c i can't see why he can't commit. and since he can't, i assume its because he's keeping his options open. he says that's not it, but if that isn't it, what is it?

>you ever attend any of his events with him?

i do. i try to go at least once a month.

>how old is he?

32