i've had a slight taste of this and i thought i'd go crazy dealing for just a few hrs (in drag the first time) and then for a few months (when i was all muscled up). that 2nd time i wasn't out in public as a woman but as a man and when i was around my gay brothers i got cat-called and grabbed more often than i had ever experienced. i could only imagine how disturbed i would be if that were my existence most of the time and not just in those isolated moments. and i only dealt w/it from a small segment of the population - it would've been so much worse if i were targeted by a majority of the male population as most women are.