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Topic subjectAt the time, yes.
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184428, At the time, yes.
Posted by JellyBean, Wed Sep-30-15 03:36 PM
I felt a high from being wanted/valued, because I felt ugly. I saw my "pretty" friends with boyfriends and all in love and there I was all fat and ugly and no one wanted me.

Then I gained the adoration of my "pretty" friends because I was pulling the "fine" guys...they didn't know I was being used...hell neither did I.