try growing up with a physically abusive, cruel, vindictive father.

try getting through school
with undiagnosed asperger's and a learning disability. teachers trying
to put you in slow classes, advisors telling you not to go to college.
kids bullying the fuck out of you.
father terrorizing you at home while
your mother does nothing to stop it.


try learning how to trust ppl
when you have no concept of "safety" at home.

try overcoming all the details
i left out of that story and
making a life for yourself
that is better than your past.

and after you've done all that,
tell me how you react when assholes
like you that likely would have killed themselves and others had they had to deal with a fraction of what you had to deal with growing up say "Black ppl would be better off if they would stop being lazy and try harder."


you think folks that disagree with you are soft?

your oppinions are worth jack shit.

i'm living proof that a hard life
doesn't have to turn a person into
a callous, unsympathetic scumbag
like you.

fuck you.
fuck this post.

Now who wants to point out that "i'm mad?" or "in my feelings"?

gee, what was your first clue?

fuck this post.
fuck you.
fuck anybody that doesn't find the OP
completely reprehensible.

90 percent of you ain't been through
10 peecent of what i have.
"Try harder?"

As the fuck if.



>but considering that it ain't evenmaseen a year since my
>family got off food stamps or only a few months since moving
>out of a little ass weekly you'll have to understand if I
>really don't give a flying fuck if these self-righteous
>assholes think I "hate the poor".
>
>Shit, the majority of them would prolly kill their families
>and jump off a bridge butt naked if they had gone through even
>a fraction of the shit I just came through. As much shit as
>they talk they ain't built to fall as hard as we just did.
>They ain't ready to go through the self loathing I just went
>through knowing that my failure is what caused all of it.
>
>These niggas is twinkie soft. Fuck what they think.
>
>---------------------------
>
>"Where was the peace when we were getting shot? Where's the
>peace when we were getting laid out?
>Where is the peace when we are in the back of ambulances?
>Where is the peace then?
>They don't want to call for peace then.