the PTSP that blacks experience has a direct link to the way we've been treated during our stay here.

me typing out *shudders* when it comes to a white person in my home is an honest and rational reaction to the environment.

a traumatic environment

something like this:

http://atlantablackstar.com/2015/07/03/ptsd-and-mental-health-disorders-in-black-people-linked-to-trauma-from-racism-and-violence/