don't take that the wrong way, it hurts like hell to hear this news about anyone but given the strict view against killing anyone in judaism it's really crushing to learn someone made this decision.

like you said i knew he took that trip and moved to l.a., i would have guessed things were looking up for him. he always kind of struck me as lonely, i guess. we also don't know about his personal health, that always plays a factor. very sad.