1995, maybe 1994, i dropped out of high school. it just wasnt my thing, i was always having family problems i was drinking a lot, doing a lot of drugs had run away from home... long story short, when i dropped out i went straight to community college for one reason only: i was pissed that everyone was telling me that i would never return to school, get a good job or amount to anything.
a few more longs stories made even shorter... i left college, came back, left again, took a class here and there... dealt with a lot of shit and went to chicago. that was a pretty trying experience but a necessary one because i realized i needed to do something. so i went back to school.
now, i have two learning disorders and it a big problem with listening to other people. i refuse to take medication - all it really did for me was make me feel drugged. no one tells you that things like that can be managable without drugs. so i returned in - what was it will ? - 1999?

i almost quit too many times to count, i declared a few majors before deciding to do art - i found out that i love graphic design and photography - and struggggled. tons of money problems, problems with my professor getting weird on me, etc etc. i thought after all the drama that this last semester was going to be cake. hah. checking my dad into rehab, getting in a car accident, a bunch of stuff, i totally wanted to give up.

so now all i got to say is

HAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh

fuck everyone who told me in 1995 that id never do anything or finish school, fuck everyone along the way who made things hard because they only made me stronger! i thought that shit was cliche as hell but it is only because its true.

that's all.

sign here if you are graduating this year have a 'fuck you' to say to someone or a few people, or hell if you just accomplished something that felt impossible.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel like i can live a life now who's buying me a ketel one and tonic at the re:?

ooops now i better go updated the site sorry kebbbbny

i'm not graduating this year but hopefully in the next couple of years... congrats on reaching your goal!

∞ hold up, slow up, stop, control ∞

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LINK! Everyone sees what you seem to be, but few know who you are.

An athiest is a man who has no invisible means of support.
- Harry Emerson Fosdick

A good face is a letter of recommendation.
- Proverb

I strive to be brief, and I become obscure.
- Horace

Any color, so long as it's black.
- Henry Ford

Let us be moral. Let us contemplate existence.
- Charles Dickens

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no success without failure. that's real talk.

>ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel like i can live a life now who's
>buying me a ketel one and tonic at the re:?

got you slim.

one,
-ram

i don't graduate until next may... but i wanna send a big eff you to the committee that pulled away my full ride scholarship freshman year! i'm still here and graduating.


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-->ooops now i better go update the site sorry kebbbbny<--

back to work!....*cracks whip*

it's good to hear that

>ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel like i can live a life now who's
>buying me a ketel one and tonic at the re:?

I GOT YOU ON THIS
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and a beautiful person. contgratulations on the upcoming graduation!

i hope you have more than your share of joy and happiness come your way, you deserve nothing but the best of everything. one day you're going to inspire a lot more people out there, you've definitely inspired my old ass on more than one occasion. :)








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Resident Carlton the Doorman of OKP since 1999.

**** April ****

1. pass it on - 30 degrees below funk.
2. something kinda jazzy - 30 degrees below funk.
3. sweet thang - shuggie otis.
4. rainy dayz (remix) - raekwon & ghostface.
5. red dog - goodie mob.
6. fam bam thang - fam bam clicc.
7. people make the world go round - the jackson 5.
8. i just want to celebrate - rare earth.
9. freaks of the industry - digital underground.


~ bringing it back: www.thejawn.com ~







++++ R.I.P. beautiful bear. ++++

since i dropped out of design school in my last year
and dropped out of art school this yr too

you do what makes you happy. and if you dont know what that is try everything til you do, if people got a problem with that then thats their problem not yours

people around me say i need a diploma to make it
i saw already i just need what i already got to make it

btw

i was in paris chillin with rafiki past weekend!

i miss my boy!!! fuck i miss paris too. that reminds me his sister is here right now i need to hang out with her before she goes back to the uk

and you can do anything you want with or without a degree, the only reason i did it was because i needed to learn discipline and i wanted to prove to myself that i could do it. otherwise school is irrelevant, especially in art related fields

haha he's dope
u need to come to europe again tho
come to paris and ill go there too
paris sucks but its cool with the right people

and yeah fuck em

all of a sudden, america is a spanish speaking Blk woman who might or might not be a lesbian, who never goes to church, who saw the passion of the christ as a theory @ best and a snuff film @ worst, who sells dildos over the internet to plushy fucking former mormon chinese eating spaghetti while beating off to the powerpuff girls

the illustrious and praie worthy binlahab

...

good shit!!! :o)

and you know I gotcha on the drink tip.


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"Smith barney?, buncha bitches"
"This ain't Trading Places nigga, protect your fucking neck" - Wu Tang financial, for you and your kids




I score less than A.C. Green - cantball

where's shunjen?

and congrat's...your deserving and worth the world.

o, and f#@k u to those who wished me dead last year and thought i'd b dead round this time.

starli!


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Praaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiise God!!!!!!! Congratulations dear

now move to brooklyn.

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j/k

my undergrad experience was trying as well.

peace!

ooookay. *turns finger in a circular motion next to ear to signify crazy*

i dont want to do graphic design in a corporate setting. that shit is boring to me. so grad school it is

cookoo, cookoo.

heh.

i'll be making more and have a funner job than a bfa person, so point to yoself fooool

then i'll do that for about 6 years, then i'll live my dream and become a pro wrestler, then i'll get injured and collect on my insurance policy with lloyds of london. then i'll retire and go back to art.

great to hear that you're pursuing what you enjoy on YOUR terms.


1love

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fuck them folks.

congrats...!

i might have struggled with the same thing in the past.

but it was never diagnosed.
i just pushed through it.

and so i decide to do something that would shape itself to me instead of me shaping to it.

maybe that's it.

but you're an inspiration.
gimme tips or some shit too.
be sweet.

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-added 4.19.04

you moved back in like february.

i knew you'd get it done though. congratulations sweetheart.

congrats, babe.

*hugz*


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okayquotes for the oh-fore:

there aren't any right now. just click

go on wit cho BAAADDD self!! keep on keepin'on!!

guidance.

especially since my best friend dropped out in january. Im just soo damn worried about her.

im graduating this year..and i really just want to say FUCK YOU to every god damn student who'se hated on me for being smart/weird...to every teacher who hated me because i was more intelligent to them..and EVERYBODY who's trying to force me to go straight to college.

ill do that shit when i get around to it.

-Improv!?...he's on

Tipping Point 7/13/04
Stay cool, muthafukkaz, yall know the rules...

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Congrats Starli!
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Congratulations and good luck in your future endeavors. Sounds like a yearbook entry, huh?

Well, I meant it!