but i appreciate what you wrote. so many of us have to deal with shit like this everyday.

also, i know right now it seems as though your mom does not love you but i would be willing to wager that it's not you but her own issues that she is dealing with. i always try to pply the devils advocate so i will say this: don't let the anger you feel for the way your mom acted make you dislike or hate her, instead think about what she must have been though or is going through in her life and mind to make her treat her daughter in that way. she obviously is dealing with her own demons and this is in no way an attempt to excuse her actions cause she is wrong. just see it from another view. hurting people hurt people.