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202435, there does come a point, ladies where you don't internalize... Posted by morpheme, Sun Mar-03-13 05:31 PM
these behaviours anymore.
they in fact won't stop.
and neither will you.
i can recall being nearly petrified, definitely apprehensive whenever encountering men on the street. singularly, in pairs, as groups. it was like wincing whenever you saw an upraised hand. i was into my 30s just about before i ceased.
this isn't about being safe. never lose your connection to your wits.
i look {if i'm looking} men in the eye when i see them. i'm willing to smile. don't have to. won't always. i speak. usually "hello"; it is more formal than a simple "hi". i can talk while i wait for a second. i still have means of preoccupation. i still know exactly what i will gut your throat with should i need to.
some women have always been this way. i was not. but for me this is my world if it's yours. i'm going to be a part of it. it's not going to be ignorant men, then young men, then older men, then any man who will preclude me from it.
there is a certain control we can have in our interactions. so therefore i won't ever say the solution is for men to stop speaking -verbally speaking- to us. a hello cannot be allowed to become an affront to male/female interactions. won't accept that.
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