I don't have anything eloquent to say. I've been through a similar loss, but not the same exact. I believe that the children get to play forever "up there", and it's a peace that all children deserve and don't always get "down here."

Be proud that you shared him with the world, fathering one of the greatest gifts this world will ever know: the gift of a child.

This earth only gets such gifts in the physical sense, temporarily, but Emmanuel now gets to live in the same joy he gave you, eternally.

He rests in peace.

May you have peace after the grief; my prayers are with you.

-Derrick