notified

the moment I cried

wasn't denied

then applied

schoolwork

as opposed to what hurt

stay alert

urging others to go first

while I hang back

keep track

like the trajectory

perfection

but that's at the basic level

somewhat disheveled

in appearance

at first glance

under the trance

seeking nuance

amidst chaos

display for all of us

trust issues

dismissed frivolous

somewhat serious

nice touch