Frozen unable to move remembering all of the times that I failed to be consistant getting punched in my side why would I form a fist I just want to exist to be honest not to lie to be loved and love in this anger in a strangers face where did it originate how much pain have i contributed to that you've had to face shook unable to move on principal the deadly one reflecting on the beginings of fights that injured someone elses son fuck why would i poison myself and pollute this environment and I stuck see the solution to unveil all of the stupid lies living in a colony where we are all so bright failing to see the opportunity for a new time Toronto