I write to channel this anger
I've known you all my life but still I'm living with a stranger
I'm 2 minutes away from pickin up the banger
Worried about bring a pretty girl home knowing that you would wanna 'bang her'

What would you do if your father dissowned you?
Not for nothin...but for some new pussy from Becky, Jill, Eva, and Sue
You would be pissed right?
Ready to shoot a nigga dead on sight
What is the answer for when you father speaks about an untreatable cancer placed on your motherjust so he can barrow some cash?
Its been a long time coming and if one of us won't leave we're bound to clash
You forced your kids to grow up fast and ask "Did dad forget about us?"
Your poppa passed on when you were 14 but does that give you a reason to shit on us because you lust?
I hate we have the same name
All this bullshit I've been through...you're the one to blame
My boys hold their heads up and look you in the eye when they speak about their fathers
But my fix my eyes on the ground and hold my head down in shame
A life of wealth and fame is what you hope to attain but you lack future sight and only focus on the short gain
I've been hip to this game for quite some time and I already told you its okay to leave
I'll be fine
But you didn't
You stayed
And I said to everyone
"I told you so"
As a family we don't grow
Its too many lies, secrets, and emotions we won't show
With my own 2 eyes tell me how many bitches have smiled at me knowing their your hoes?
I don't even really need to know the number
I'm passed swearing
I'm done caring
But I hate the fact we're sharing some of the same manners
This won't be another case of "Like father like son"
Cuz son wants to be in heaven when its finally all said and done
And life is getting harder for me
Alone is what is best for me
I've gotta find out the right road for me so hopefully I can live long
Me and you have been done
Now I turn it over to God and hope he makes me strong
Big enough to face my peers along with my personal fears and things around me

Home isn't safe
You escape 3 or 4 times a week thinking everythings o.k.
I'm here with your wife
Not too far out of reach is a loaded .9 mm and a knife
Why?
Because you owe lots of people Lots of dough
Home isn't save that I'm sure you know
So why leave me here to hold shit down
I didn't say any vows so why should I put my life on the line for a nigga who said he has no kids?
Whatever
Fuck it

This sounds like a "vent" with a storyline in tow ...

You've written several flows about "A Father" -- "A Disappointment" -- "A Legacy Left Alone" -- But I can't remember whether you said it was true to life ... or just a story -- *My Bad*

I'm inclined to believe there's some truth to this scenario, since you're so good at writing about this particular shit~u~ation -- (But if not, itz no problem) -- I enjoy reading -- never~the~less ... It invokes emotions of hurt, regrets, disappointment, anger, etc. -- AND THAT'S A GOOD THING! --


*Respect*

A guitar string vibrating, a measure of my soul, a breech in the silence --
I've always felt like words come through me & I write them down... they have no master --- gsquared ♥

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