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And seeing as though this will be a huge unexpected cost, and I live a pretty austere life, I looked at my expenses and the only places I could see to cut costs are my cable/internet and my cleaning service.
The cable/internet is set to be suspended tomorrow, and I know I am going to die but whatever. It will be suspended for 90 days, and I know for a fact I can live without either of them for 90 days, though this shit is about to suck ass.
Additionally, and maybe just as importantly, the pressure of sitting for a 10 hour flight travel time is fucking with me, and these 90 days would be perfect to continue with this *waves hand indecisively* whatever health/diet thing I got going on. The eating, besides a few cheat meals and a couple days when my mother came to visit, has been going relatively well. I'll have a lot more time on my hands, and therefor no reason not to incorporate some sort of regular exercise.
Either way, we'll see. I'm stupid nervous about it, but I feel pretty committed to it, so Imma just try and flow with the wind. __________________________________________
I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
— F. Scott Fitzgerald
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