"This is not my first lifetime. " Mon Dec-18-17 12:50 PM by 13Rose
That post title is not for shock but something I recently discovered and it changed my life. Got a story, like to hear it? Here it go.
I was in a happy marriage for 5 years. Some folks on here have met me and my wife. While I generally keep my relationship stuff to myself we had a good life. We'd travel to other countries every year together. We loved similar music. I grew a lot during this relationship, but at some point things started to weird. I could feel us getting distant and when I would try to talk about it my wife wouldn't engage. Eventually we talked came to the conclusion that we needed to separate. I didn't want to because I looked at is as my word is my bond and because I gave my word that we would be together we needed to figure this out. But I couldn't do it by myself.
Fast forward, we separate but remain good friends. During our two years separated I date and enjoy living alone. I finally get to design my life for just me, my career is going well, things are moving forward. Then I go to my boy's wedding and that's when everything changed.
I barely make it to the wedding because I was really sick, but because it's my boy I tough it out. I have a good time and notice this one beautiful women who is in attendance. I ask my boy about her and find out she is his' new wife's co-worker. Cool. I don't say anything to her because I'm sick and I see her chatting it up with the groom's cousin. I figure he will get the number. Two weeks later I learn that the young lady I was asking about was also curious about me and ok'd my boy to give me her number.
We eventually talk on the phone two days straight and each time we talk for two hours. Nothing forced, everything just flows. During the second conversation I tell her "I'm not sure what's going on but this feels weird in a good way. I feel like I can just tell you anything and everything. I actually feel like I have to." She agreed that it was weird but she was feeling the same way. I then ask her on our first date to a concert which she agreed to attend.
The date went great, we had a great time and afterwards went out for pizza. During that meal we talked and stared at each other for about two hours. The whole experience felt very weird. We felt a strong connection to each other but had no idea why. At one point I actually asked myself "Is this for real?" Afterwards we got home and sent text messages to say we were home. Then at the same time we text each other. My text read "Thanks for being open to possibility. Thank you for being you." Her text read "I had an amazing time tonight. Thank you for being you." This freaked us out again and lead to us texting for another 2 hours or so. We spent this time talking about how unreal the experience had been and what we were physically experiencing. My body was literally shaking and my heart stirring. I shared all of this. Normally I would keep any of this stuff to myself and think it over, maybe tell a friend and see what they thought, THEN tell her. But I felt compelled to share everything. At this point we decide that we have to at least try to go to sleep. (It's now 2am on a school night) That's when I felt I had to tell her something else before we went to sleep.
I told her I felt like I'd loved her for several lifetimes.
She freaked, and then said she felt the same way. We spent some more time talking about if this was indeed real and deciding that it was. That was the end of our first date.
This revelation has truly changed me and the way I see the world. It's caused me to choose to quit my job because I'm no longer interested in spending time doing things that don't inspire me. I'm in the middle of experiencing a love I didn't know was possible. Even if I'm not with this woman for the rest of my life, it doesn't matter. I'm good.
4. "You know how generally one might say "I love her smile"" In response to Reply # 1
Or "I love the way she make me feel." I don't have any of that. The love I feel goes beyond the person I'm sharing this experience with. There is no one thing I love about her and we are similar yet VERY DIFFERENT. We have different music tastes. We come from similar yet different backgrounds. I've never told someone I love them so quickly and without reservation. I also did not REALLY think about past lives before. It was always just a cool idea. Not anymore.
>This revelation has truly changed me and the way I see the >world. It's caused me to choose to quit my job because I'm no >longer interested in spending time doing things that don't >inspire me.
It's always been my endgame goal working in advertising but I wasn't sure of when I'd feel ready to take that leap. I'm now ready. In fact I don't even feel nervous about it.
And after going freelance I'm going to use the new free time to discover other things that inspire me and direct my energy towards them.
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9. "Good luck. Happy For you. Note to readers though:" In response to Reply # 0
Don't be expecting the same results after telling somebody you love them after a first date. 13Rose struck lightening. That shit will probably not go down the same for you. Just saying...
********** "Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson
19. "HA Here comes Buddy aka Level Set" In response to Reply # 9
We actually talked about that. Saying it would be horrible to have these feelings and be alone in those feelings. We both would feel like we were insane if the other person wasn't also experiencing this simultaneously.
17. "RE: dope. lucky/ fateful chance. just make sure neither of yall is adopt..." In response to Reply # 14
There's actually a name for that, I can't remember what it is, there was a short film about it that named it at the end, some acronym for a 'syndrome'. But yeah, this is kind of exactly what it was about, except they knew they were related but still almost wanted to run away together despite their families. It was subtler than that though.
We are from different backgrounds culturally. No brother sister thing there. I also got a spiritual reading done and apparently we've been together at least 4 times before. Married at least once.
28. "I'm thankful for all the support OKP" In response to Reply # 0
It's been the craziest things I've ever experienced. My first unaltered spiritual experience. It felt from the beginning the our ancestors had a hand in helping us find each other. We've been kinda keeping track of how long we've been together like a newborn because it's all so different. I learned her last name a week after I told her I loved her for the first time.
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