I may be the food throwinest out the window whilst driving mofo there is on earth. My justification is that the birds/deer/dogs/cats will eat it...

@geahuwine

I hope you fall and break your ankle. Or sprain your ankle or your wrist. I hope you slip down some steps and hurt your back. I hope all the people you think are your friends laugh at you and leave you laying there. And then when you turn to me I will say OH NO, it's not MY business you are hurt. And then when you're in a cast, I will kick the shit out of that cast then I will say "where's your little friends now stupid" and you will apologize because you will realize friends don't treat friends meanly.

Folks have been shot over less.

I was so confused for a second until I read the OP. I wish this was just about ribs.

@geahuwine

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on the other hand, i wish i still didn't have to keep dealing with this

i'm not as mad as Steph up there (i wish i was. my default is sadness) but yeah. stop being mean to your friends. and your lovers.

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"if the children are not initiated into the village they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." - african proverb

and because I'm hurt, I want them to hurt. Since they aren't emotional, I am suggesting physical pain. It's mean I know...and if something legit happens I'd feel sad and creeped out. lol.

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"if the children are not initiated into the village they will burn it down just to feel its warmth." - african proverb

but at this moment, I'm like damn...we've been friends way too long for this non-sense. I feel like I'm in a losing battle. They will always be this person they are...and I will always hope them to be better.

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43.

Not much older than me.

nothing is promised.

a dude 3 years older than me that I've been a fan of for 20 years died in his sleep. In his sleep, yo. Troubled was the perfect word.

...I'm from the era when A.I. was the answer, now they think ai is the answer - Marlon Craft

go in such a peaceful way---I don't want it to be in my damn 40's.

Man, there's so much living to still be done. He seemed to be really enjoying life. His last few tweets mentioned that he wanted to go f*cking fishing on Sunday at Sheepshead Bay. Then he passes away on Saturday.

I was waiting for him to give his review of the Compton album....but then life or rather the ending of life got in the way.

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I got a good life man

my ex who loves Sean P had to take a few days to process

dude died from a clot from flying a bunch

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I hate working with a bunch of women! I'd much rather be in an office full of dudes, at least we could talk sports....

"Holier than thou never sits well with me."(c)janey

"OKP spends way too much time looking for ways to be offended." ~legsdiamond


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- I worry about my side hustle money running dry and never making it to the next level, but even if that happens I bought a ticket to the Dominican Republic off of it.

- married just over 49 weeks now. this first year was an eye opener and challenging at points, but my wife is a sweetheart and she really means well by me

- I dont play about job security hence my post yesterday. But I still need to care more, I dont want my higher ups to consistently notice me slipping. despite being a relatively easy job, dealing with the public can be a lot. Im guaranteed to be dealing with degenerates at some point for at least half of my 40 weekly hours

- I had a semi-successful Soundcloud page with work that got shut down, that sort of took the life out of me. Now I have to build it back from the ground up with no clue how to market or promote myself

- Facebook really can show you the worst sides of your friends and family

- I just hope everywhere I'm positioning myself pays off down the line

but i forget what she has her name under...lemme check

@geahuwine

...i am literally amazed at how dart adams is able to talk about boston every single day on twitter. every single fucking day. that shit is crazy.

...delivering newspapers would be a lot easier if everyone put a gotdamn number on their mailbox or at least in a place that ppl can see the shit gotdamn. i think i missed a house this morning but they shit probably wasnt labeled right so fuck em.

...sean price wasnt my friend. i didnt listen to him day in and out (tho i did on occassion). but mr i dont like no female rappers gave me props on one of my songs. i always cherish that moment!

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It was a joke at first but I must say I am definitely having a really good summer like the kind when you were a kid you would return to school in September just hyped (yea I never really had those as a kid but some kids did)

I started cracking up thinking of all the shenanigans I've found myself in..

Considering all the negative I often have to deal with and have dealt with I really need to appreciate the good
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It's very interesting how different people can appeal to different parts of your personality I've definitely been exploring this and how I feel and behave around certain groups

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I think the things one say when half asleep are sometimes more important than what they say when they're awake
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..also I think I like a boy! Which is waaay better than my "I don't mind his presence in my life" stance on most dudes
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the past week someone came at me all the way wrong and incorrect via text message

I just deleted their number without arguing (rule: I dont waste energy arguing with anyone Im not married to or who didnt give birth to me)

they tried to double back politely, I replied super short and went on about my life

should be punished.

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“So back we go to these questions — friendship, character… ethics.”

This is why I kept mine to myself and pushed all my friends away.

I have no regrets about that now.

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"Love is never any better than the lover" Toni Morrison (The Bluest Eye)

are biodegradable. At least that's why I tell myself.

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"...Whateva, man..." (c) Redman

So, I had to be the adult in a situation between my mom and my mother in law this week. I was disappointed in my own mother for stooping to the level of a 58 year old disabled woman who acts like a 2 year old. And, I've come to expect this type of behavior of my mother-in-law so it didn't shock me. I just didn't feel like dealing with it that night, but I set them both straight yesterday.

The hubby had his interview yesterday and we will find out if he gets the position later on today. Send up some prayers for us. He's flying back right now, but by the time he gets off the plane, he should have an answer.

Ive been trying to spend more time playing with my daughter and teaching her new things as of late because I'm going to miss doing so as much as I do, when she starts school. To have someone else teaching her is good and bad. I think what I will do is try to reinforce what they have taught her, and work on the things they won't ever teach her...like real history.


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"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

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All I need to do is get the ends of my hair trimmed. I picked up this 'black pages' print edition today and decided to find a back salon somewhere close by to get this done. There was one right on the street I work on so I dial the number. It is a cell number - they send me to voicemail. Probably because they didn't recognize the number, but how are you going to get new business if you don't answer numbers you don't recognize?? I give the benefit of the doubt and call again an hour later - sent to voicemail again. So I see that they have a second number here (it was a salon of a different name but at the same address). A lady answers, I ask if they provide the service I want, she says yes. So I say I want to get this done over my lunch break. First she says they can do it if I get there AT 12. I'm like okay I can do that. Then she she abruptly says they don't have anyone available at 12. So I ask about the 1-2 pm hour, and she goes "nope, nobody then either."

They don't want my business. I'm 'bout to find a white person to shop off these split ends real quick and move on about my day.

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"Love is never any better than the lover" Toni Morrison (The Bluest Eye)

my friend warned me that when it comes it will come fast

i've been asked to be in mad shows within the last few weeks and i had a studio visit on monday. it would be the biggest show of my life and i'm scared as shit. i've also been offered a solo show in san antonio next year. YIKES! more work,lol.

everyone keeps telling me to think of the most involved piece i've ever wanted to make and i feel like i still can't think that big.

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Sounds like it was his fault. I feel for him and his family. I know this will change him and he is such a sweet person.

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If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

no shade but it sounds like more than just a fall. I hope your friend is not at fault for this...but it looks like he might get hit with a child abuse/endangerment case.

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If you need any help, don't. Hesitate to ask.

and hurt him

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that giving a baby CPR is different than an adult. All parents should be required to learn CPR before they take their baby home.

but that's why I just said "more than a fall" because without details who knows...but yeah, child endangerment just on the strength he left the baby alone.

but he will be in jail.

hoping for the best.

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TBH the fact that you're even a mod here fits squarely within Jag's narrative of OK-sanctioned aggression, bullying, and toxicity. *shrug*

but you never really know people, i guess...

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Like the baby fell down the steps or he dropped her from his arms. Hard to imagine a ~2-foot fall off a couch onto a wooden floor or carpet could cause much trauma beyond a few bumps and bruises. Also, it seems like the signs of abuse are usually instantly spotted by the doctors & nurses. Part of their job is to look for these things.

It's gotta be a horrible feeling both parents are feeling. RIP to that baby.

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I notice that when saying Hi when passing someone in the hallway, break room, etc, I dart my eyes away sooner than I should. I don't think I'm being rude or anything, but I think it's awkward. I think I do it when I'm not sure if the other person is going to reciprocate the eye contact.
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i feel like i've been on top of my shit at work and my boss makin' me feel like i don't even know how to do my job.

wtf. i'm kinda upset about this shit.

I never thought I'd say it but niggas have made strip clubs into Disney land.
Gone are the days of the average chicks tryna pay for school & support their kids,
these thirsty ass niggas gassed these hoes into thinkin they celebs

What's up wit these membership cards now?! Even my hood joint I go to got this membership bullshit!

And don't get me started on $2 Tuesday's smh.

The game is gone!

I'll never get used to or get over the fact of autism.

Walked into a place today with my kids, jovial white man at the register says to him well hello there young man, as he would undoubtedly do to any 11-12 yr old looking kid

And mine let out an ear cracking piercing scream likes dying baby giraffe then dissolved into hysterical laughter like we were front row for Eddie Murphy filming delirious.

And dude had a look on his face like wtf? And he looked at me and I looked at him and neither of us said another word and went on about our day.

and that happens and will continue to happen in one way or another every day...until I am dead.

There is no reprieve. There is no cure. There is no treatment or help or program or assistance other then the cold fact that one day, I will die and barring a real miracle the next day someone will come and take this child who by then will be a grown man, and every bit of his belongings....and put him in a room somewhere and close the door.

And no one will care. No one will see him or think "gee, let's go pick _______ up and make sure he's not getting ass raped. Let's go pick him up and make sure he gets a hug from someone who loves him. Let's make sure he eats some turkey on thanksgiving like anyone else." Etc

It is simply the truth. It's unavoidable and absolutely going to happen. And unless I win the powerball...I have no solution. I have no plan. I have no rationale or idea how to make it better.

So I carry on. And prep him for that day when he will be alone.

would you plan with them around that closed door as they get older?

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fairweather

i am pretty sure that she won't let that happen to her brother

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Right. I'm sure you are raising her right and she will want to take care of her brother.

I know I complain about taking care of my mother-in-law quite a bit. We don't get along. And, I don't want to live with her. I love her, but I don't particularly like her most of the time. But, even when she leaves our house, we will always look out for her and take care of her. Always.

"We don't make mistakes, we just have happy little accidents" - Bob Ross

"I'm wearing a MSU Tshirt because I went to MSU, you are wearing a UM Tshirt because you went to Walmart!" -unknown.

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It's still some of the same course, but it's also different. This promises to be... intriguing. Stranger in a strange land, and what not. As with any new situation, one has to be careful when walking in, lest there be pratfalls and minefields we have to step over. Always good to be wary.

And so the road to a different kind of payback begins. We just have to stay focused. We've already lost a little focus, but the good news is it's early on and I'm well-liked, so we're good there.

All of this flies in the face of what I was told earlier this year, which was that I was a rotten, horrible, evil person who wasn't worth redeeming or forgiving. It's the old adage about the artist who puts out new work and gets 10 reviews on it. 9 of the 10 reviews can be positive, yet the artist remains fixated on that one negative review. That's me, in a nutshell. But it's slowly changing, and that's a good thing.

I may have said this before, but the focus remains on personal until such time moves can be made to find a companion. I need someone standing beside me in this foxhole.

That said, she is a wonderful woman and I hope to get to know more about her in the days, months, and weeks ahead.

I miss her too much already. I must find a way to get back to her.

How can I be one thing one clearly the opposite is true? And I mean, it's as clear as day. Methinks your shields are up. I can't help you beyond that. Me and my monsters...

I really have to lay off the soda pop, b. Being back in production is like an invitation to indulge in one's worst food instincts. I must chart a new course of action in order to get to where I need to be. Another aspect of the big payback.

I don't need any further motivation, ma. I have plenty. Thank you, though.

I love my family. And the homies.

That city stays winning, is all I'll say.

I will never forget.

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