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>i am the get upset (sumtimes >mad & violent) turn on >sum music, and let tears >fall type tho. but u >wont catch me jes a >cryin ova sum BULLSHIT that >otha ppl cry about...otha womyn...men...and >im not a child..but its >the 20th anniversary. > >and i read newsweek last week, >and the face of Promise, >made me wanna write a >poem bout dis, den a >vey dear man in my >community passed on after 09 >yrs of strugglin w/ this...& >i guess i didnt realize >how many of my own >are hurt by this, until >i saw the numbers, and >saw the baybees, and decided >to be tested myself, >and thank God for his continous >mercy, and my continous strength, >and then i apllied for >this job wurkin w/ HIV >positive inmates, and sumwhere in >all of this i read >ur poem too, and saw >Jerry's face (& had to >STOP myself frum CRYIN cuz >i knew he must miss >his daddy that just passed >on) and i knew i >had to make my own >poem bout dis, but its >gonna be bout dis womyn, >and then ill prolly come >back & write one for >jerry too, and in it >ill be sure to say >that for the first time >i was bout ready to >deep down cry, > >and not just let a few >tears fall.
Amen. For me, saying aloud "God, please help me to hold on forever" always keeps the human drama we all see in our own rhytes in perspective. Okayplayer 25Percenter knowz what I'm talkin' about *laugh* .
As much as I used to resent this in the past, humor done your own way is key for preventing what I can "the blues syndrome". I'm so glad God gave all of us the ability to make our own humor instead of having to follow someone else's humor. At other times, all os uf need to feel the blues for a day or two. I'm like that oftentimes as well.
You too are my reflection. Pray for all of us as you hold onto your gatekeeping God-given glory.
Peace, Love & Blessings.
James, aka Jsmoovjr or Marineke
"All that glitters ain't gold."
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