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"RIP 3rd I"
Fri Aug-25-06 03:04 PM by J_Sun

  

          

I never thought that I would have to make a post like this. The reason why I decided to is only because many of you on GD knew her and I wanted you all to know of her passing.

Nikki took her own life Monday, August 21st at 3 am. Please say prayers for her family and wish my friend the peace she was always searching for.

I love you Tichana and I will miss you.

EDIT: Tishana's memorial service will be Sat @11am at Hall and Jones Funeral Home, 2005 G Str Brunswick, GA.

EDIT2: spoke with Nikki's mother a couple of hours ago and asked for permission to post the address if any of you wanted to send cards or donate towards her services:

4862 Malabar Drive
Brunswick, GA 31520

I told her about all the people here that loved her and misses her. She wanted me to pass on the message that no one should try to deal with depression alone and it is her believe that depression is a tool of the devil. Nikki's family belief, her mother especially was of Jehova's Witness.
She asked me how I was, how I was dealing my own problems and I told her that I was making sure to talk to people and just keeping hope with me. I want everybody to remember this. There's always someone to talk to and some of us are more verbal about our problems than others but you are never alone. Never.

Mrs. Chipp would love to hear alot of these stories. She wants to read more of her poetry and learn of what she meant to all of us.
She encourages you all to write her and email her.

slaychippc@bellsouth.net

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NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
Aug 24th 2006
1
because death is a welcome relief
Aug 30th 2006
409
fuck
Aug 24th 2006
2
I know...
Aug 25th 2006
267
god me too
Aug 25th 2006
343
Please TELL ME your BULLSHITTING. PLEASE.
Aug 24th 2006
3
OMG THIS IS HORRIBLE
Aug 24th 2006
4
WTF
Aug 24th 2006
5
R I P TASCHANA!!
Aug 24th 2006
6
no no no this cant be true no no
Aug 24th 2006
7
DAMN.
Aug 24th 2006
whoa.
Aug 24th 2006
8
r.i.p.
Aug 24th 2006
9
oh my god
Aug 24th 2006
10
shit...
Aug 24th 2006
11
omg this is soooooooo sad
Aug 24th 2006
12
R.I.P.
Aug 24th 2006
13
WOW
Aug 24th 2006
14
oh my god yo.
Aug 24th 2006
15
what in the world, this hurts me
Aug 24th 2006
16
god bless
Aug 24th 2006
17
god bless
Aug 24th 2006
18
damn.... r.i.p.
Aug 24th 2006
19
just, wow
Aug 24th 2006
20
WTF
Aug 24th 2006
21
WHAT?! omg...rip.
Aug 24th 2006
22
oh.my.goodness.
Aug 24th 2006
whyyyy omg i am crying right now!
Aug 24th 2006
23
damn
Aug 24th 2006
24
i cant even fathom. nor will i try. damn i got a lump in my throat.
Aug 24th 2006
25
her birthday was yesterday - RIP
Aug 24th 2006
26
Oh God. No.
Aug 24th 2006
35
      Reading her blog is a bit disturbing.
Aug 24th 2006
82
           ^^^^^^^
Aug 24th 2006
87
           seem like something was mentally wrong cause just two days before
Aug 24th 2006
88
                No
Aug 26th 2006
378
                     YHWH knows your heart.
Aug 27th 2006
396
           exactly
Aug 25th 2006
110
           .
Aug 25th 2006
266
           I agree, fam....
Aug 25th 2006
313
oh my god... she was such a sweetheart
Aug 24th 2006
27
Yeah...
Aug 24th 2006
50
...
Aug 24th 2006
28
:(
Aug 24th 2006
29
This is so sad to me....
Aug 24th 2006
30
May her soul rest in peace...
Aug 24th 2006
31
wow. i'm so sorry. she was so nice.
Aug 24th 2006
32
and may the perpetual light shine upon her...
Aug 24th 2006
33
Blessing and strength and light to her friends and family
Aug 24th 2006
34
that is so troubling. r.i.p.
Aug 24th 2006
36
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 24th 2006
37
OMG!
Aug 24th 2006
omg...i never even thought, :( RIP...im in total shock right now.
Aug 24th 2006
38
I never know what to say when I hear stuff like this.
Aug 24th 2006
39
Ouch.
Aug 24th 2006
40
RIP Prayers to her family and loved ones
Aug 24th 2006
41
The fuck is going on with my people yo!
Aug 24th 2006
42
damn i see here myspace....was she a JDUB?
Aug 24th 2006
51
damn
Aug 24th 2006
43
God bless her life and grant her family strength
Aug 24th 2006
44
dammit this hurts
Aug 24th 2006
45
i'm going to think positive about this.
Aug 24th 2006
52
horrible. i send my condolences. :[
Aug 24th 2006
46
bless.
Aug 24th 2006
47
suddenly, all the problems in my life seem small
Aug 24th 2006
48
peace to her fam
Aug 24th 2006
49
..................
Aug 24th 2006
56
mod from the freestyle boards?
Aug 24th 2006
53
RIP
Aug 24th 2006
54
wow
Aug 24th 2006
55
fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no.
Aug 24th 2006
57
YOOOOOOOOOOOOO this ain't right
Aug 24th 2006
58
Oh man, I don't know what to say
Aug 24th 2006
59
OH MY GOD
Aug 24th 2006
60
r.i.p.
Aug 24th 2006
61
anchor this post , please.
Aug 24th 2006
63
this is killing me.
Aug 24th 2006
62
yo, im REALLY sorry eric
Aug 24th 2006
65
*smh*
Aug 24th 2006
67
i wanted to call you
Aug 24th 2006
71
i have to go drink.
Aug 24th 2006
75
      fam
Aug 24th 2006
80
           on one hand. it's my birthday. on the other. i want to reflect.
Aug 24th 2006
83
                werd werd werd man
Aug 24th 2006
94
                *hug*
Aug 25th 2006
250
This is surreal.
Aug 24th 2006
73
=(
Aug 24th 2006
78
i just don't know what to say
Aug 24th 2006
64
I wish there was something someone could have said
Aug 24th 2006
66
i ain't know her, but i'll light a candle
Aug 24th 2006
68
man, i'm still waiting for someone to say this was all a bad joke....
Aug 24th 2006
69
aw no.
Aug 24th 2006
70
:-( damn........
Aug 24th 2006
72
man...
Aug 24th 2006
74
anchor yo
Aug 24th 2006
76
man..... rest in peace... :(
Aug 24th 2006
77
R.I.P.
Aug 24th 2006
79
RIP
Aug 24th 2006
81
oh no!
Aug 24th 2006
84
wow...i come back to see whats on the boards and find this...
Aug 24th 2006
85
rest in peace
Aug 24th 2006
86
i wanna call her phone and HOPE this shit ain't true. she had told me
Aug 24th 2006
89
Me too. I talked to her alot and we hung out just a few months ago.
Aug 25th 2006
122
dog.
Aug 25th 2006
161
it's not your fault sean, you were a good friend
Aug 25th 2006
276
i keep looking hoping to see her post.
Aug 24th 2006
90
i know right...to say this is fucked up
Aug 25th 2006
114
nvm
Aug 24th 2006
91
omg!
Aug 24th 2006
92
.
Aug 24th 2006
93
i know right
Aug 24th 2006
96
damn yo...via con dios amigo
Aug 24th 2006
95
RIP...
Aug 24th 2006
97
RIP..man she was one of the first okps i met
Aug 24th 2006
98
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 24th 2006
99
fuckfuckfuckityfuckFUCK
Aug 24th 2006
100
fuck.
Aug 24th 2006
101
she was one of the most poetic souls I'd ever had the pleasure of readin...
Aug 24th 2006
102
im sad and numb right now
Aug 24th 2006
103
r.i.p.
Aug 24th 2006
104
oh my God... no.
Aug 25th 2006
105
damn
Aug 25th 2006
106
oh wow. may God grant you peace and rest.
Aug 25th 2006
107
What was she going through?
Aug 25th 2006
108
no matter how many people love you
Aug 25th 2006
109
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
111
Damn,I hope she's found the peace she sought
Aug 25th 2006
112
Geez. My condolences.
Aug 25th 2006
113
i'm disappointed in her decision but may she rest in peace.
Aug 25th 2006
115
damn r.i.p.
Aug 25th 2006
116
I can't believe this
Aug 25th 2006
117
ANCHOR PLEASE!!! I have hung with her and just talked to her...
Aug 25th 2006
118
I didn't know she was feeling as bad as she was
Aug 25th 2006
240
rest in peace.
Aug 25th 2006
119
wow R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
120
*smh*...i didnt know her, but this is so sad
Aug 25th 2006
121
i am shocked.
Aug 25th 2006
123
RIP.
Aug 25th 2006
124
I can't even begin to express what I'm feeling right now.
Aug 25th 2006
125
Oh my God, I seriously hope she RIP
Aug 25th 2006
126
shit. i just remembered, she gave me my gmail invite.
Aug 25th 2006
127
May she rest in peace.....
Aug 25th 2006
128
sincerely hope you found what youre looking for.
Aug 25th 2006
129
are you serious?
Aug 25th 2006
130
R. I. P.
Aug 25th 2006
131
:(
Aug 25th 2006
132
shit.
Aug 25th 2006
133
Bless
Aug 25th 2006
134
god rest her soul
Aug 25th 2006
135
oh god no.....
Aug 25th 2006
136
yo this shit has me shook
Aug 25th 2006
137
*reads her myspace* :(
Aug 25th 2006
138
oh my goodness...unbelieveable
Aug 25th 2006
139
Ooooooh fuck. My heart just failed me.... Ase for her life. R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
140
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
141
...
Aug 25th 2006
142
no...what???
Aug 25th 2006
143
wow.
Aug 25th 2006
144
rest in peace
Aug 25th 2006
145
WHY ISN'T THIS ANCHORED YET????
Aug 25th 2006
146
thas what I"M screamin
Aug 25th 2006
152
wow i thought she had gotten through her stuff n/m
Aug 25th 2006
147
OMG! This shocks and saddens me
Aug 25th 2006
148
Damn
Aug 25th 2006
149
Rest in Peace
Aug 25th 2006
150
wtf??????????????????????????????
Aug 25th 2006
151
I have no idea what to say. I cannot process this. Seriously.
Aug 25th 2006
153
i know you were pretty close with her
Aug 25th 2006
154
This comes completely out of the blue to me....
Aug 25th 2006
156
      stay up son
Aug 25th 2006
158
Peace fool.
Aug 25th 2006
157
i know yall were close,,,,stay up family
Aug 25th 2006
163
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 25th 2006
155
Oh my God.
Aug 25th 2006
159
me too
Aug 25th 2006
166
rip
Aug 25th 2006
160
r.i.p.
Aug 25th 2006
162
r.i.p.
Aug 25th 2006
164
wow....peace
Aug 25th 2006
165
oh my goodness. rip. just wow.
Aug 25th 2006
167
wasn't she a 911 call operator?
Aug 25th 2006
168
RE: wasn't she a 911 call operator?
Aug 25th 2006
206
      thanks for confirming this n/m
Aug 28th 2006
402
please tell me this isn't true.
Aug 25th 2006
169
this is fucking surreal
Aug 25th 2006
170
noooooo!!! I can΄t believe this...
Aug 25th 2006
171
incredibly sad, RIP
Aug 25th 2006
172
rip
Aug 25th 2006
173
NO! ...why isn't this anchored?
Aug 25th 2006
174
word, i thought this would been anchored as soon as it was posted
Aug 25th 2006
188
god no... fuck.. rip
Aug 25th 2006
175
*smh*.....damn!
Aug 25th 2006
176
RIP.
Aug 25th 2006
177
Aww Damn
Aug 25th 2006
178
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
179
sistawithafrolikewhoa
Aug 25th 2006
180
Oh no! RIP
Aug 25th 2006
181
Nikki....I hope you find what you're looking for, Ma. Peace to you.
Aug 25th 2006
182
Im sadden by this post....was it depression? Here's my thing:
Aug 25th 2006
183
RE: Im sadden by this post....was it depression? Here's my thing:
Aug 25th 2006
184
:'(
Aug 25th 2006
185
RIP. Wow. Just read some of her blog.
Aug 25th 2006
186
the cycle of life and death...
Aug 25th 2006
187
.
Aug 25th 2006
193
well said.
Aug 25th 2006
197
good stuff Angelo
Aug 25th 2006
202
Absolutely...
Aug 25th 2006
286
RIP 3rd I
Aug 25th 2006
189
I wasn't sure how I'd deal with another suicide...
Aug 25th 2006
190
Thanks for sharing this. Wise words.
Aug 25th 2006
192
^ everybody needs to read this.
Aug 25th 2006
208
this was great.
Aug 25th 2006
209
yes it was
Aug 25th 2006
213
*takin in the moment*...Thanks!
Aug 25th 2006
216
Good post.
Aug 25th 2006
218
Thanks Remy this was greatly needed
Aug 25th 2006
219
yes, to this especially:
Aug 25th 2006
225
this really touched me.
Aug 25th 2006
232
thanks
Aug 25th 2006
236
good words.
Aug 25th 2006
256
well said.
Aug 25th 2006
259
Thank you Remy
Aug 25th 2006
268
thank you brent.
Aug 25th 2006
270
Wow, I'm glad y'all got something out of that.
Aug 25th 2006
294
thanks, Rem.
Aug 25th 2006
315
OH yes...
Aug 25th 2006
334
word
Aug 25th 2006
335
can't believe this
Aug 25th 2006
191
WOW...RIP
Aug 25th 2006
194
I'm truly stunned.
Aug 25th 2006
195
May she R.I.U. n/m
Aug 25th 2006
196
nikki i talked to one of your friends last night
Aug 25th 2006
198
:'(
Aug 25th 2006
210
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
199
RIP and peace be with those who knew her...
Aug 25th 2006
200
i'm speechless right now.....
Aug 25th 2006
201
blessings in abundance.....i'll remember her.
Aug 25th 2006
203
we never really interacted much on the boards...but when we did
Aug 25th 2006
204
damn, I don't know what to say
Aug 25th 2006
205
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
207
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why the eff couldnt I save her.
Aug 25th 2006
211
these words here are soooo haunting right now......
Aug 25th 2006
214
      Hold out hope my brother
Aug 25th 2006
217
           dawg.... im so hurt right now.
Aug 25th 2006
221
                What made you know?
Aug 25th 2006
290
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
212
God bless her soul.
Aug 25th 2006
215
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
220
oh my God..... I can't believe this
Aug 25th 2006
222
OMG ... I had no idea :(
Aug 25th 2006
223
oh my God
Aug 25th 2006
224
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 25th 2006
226
may she be peaceful in the light
Aug 25th 2006
227
speechless
Aug 25th 2006
228
Heavenly Father, allow this angel to continue touching...
Aug 25th 2006
229
Amen
Aug 25th 2006
305
Fuck ..... no way
Aug 25th 2006
230
wow
Aug 25th 2006
231
i remember my one and only 3rd I crossing
Aug 25th 2006
233
NONONONO
Aug 25th 2006
234
I pray peace for her and her family and friends... I'll keep sending
Aug 25th 2006
235
OMG...I cannot believe this...
Aug 25th 2006
237
peace and light to her soul and her whole family.
Aug 25th 2006
238
OH HELL NO!!!!!!!1 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aug 25th 2006
239
...
Aug 25th 2006
241
I shed tears when I read this...
Aug 25th 2006
242
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
243
Peace to her and the family
Aug 25th 2006
244
suicide is so serious
Aug 25th 2006
245
its not talked about much in any community
Aug 26th 2006
369
rip damn...wasn't she getting ready to get married?
Aug 25th 2006
246
Sticky Nikki
Aug 25th 2006
247
god bless. this is just so sad.
Aug 25th 2006
248
this is so sad yo
Aug 25th 2006
249
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
251
I cannot even fathom this right now......... that was my GIRL on freesty...
Aug 25th 2006
252
**sings**
Aug 25th 2006
253
wow..... why is the devil winning? peace & blessings to her fam.
Aug 25th 2006
254
omg...RIP
Aug 25th 2006
255
r.i.p. too sad. my jaw dropped when i read this in her blog:
Aug 25th 2006
257
RE: r.i.p. too sad. my jaw dropped when i read this in her blog:
Aug 26th 2006
377
oh no!
Aug 25th 2006
258
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
260
My prayers are with her friends and family.
Aug 25th 2006
261
i just read her blog
Aug 25th 2006
262
I don't even know what to say here.
Aug 25th 2006
263
may she finally have peace
Aug 25th 2006
264
NOOOOO!!! Nikki...no no no no no...
Aug 25th 2006
265
this is really shocking... RIP
Aug 25th 2006
269
omg!!!!!!!!
Aug 25th 2006
271
no words.
Aug 25th 2006
272
peace
Aug 25th 2006
273
oh mama
Aug 25th 2006
274
Damn, this sucks
Aug 25th 2006
275
peace to her and prayers to her family.
Aug 25th 2006
277
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
278
whoa
Aug 25th 2006
279
rest in peace.
Aug 25th 2006
280
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
281
*cries* That was my baby doll. I gave her my recipe for fried chicken......
Aug 25th 2006
282
when'd you give her that recipe?
Aug 25th 2006
301
I gave it to her about a year, maybe 2 years ago....
Aug 25th 2006
331
whats funny
Aug 25th 2006
330
Damn....
Aug 25th 2006
283
Any of yall thats in pain and need somebody to listen...
Aug 25th 2006
284
I'm readin and still hearin noise, but something just stopped
Aug 25th 2006
285
r.i.p. my prayers go out to the family.
Aug 25th 2006
287
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
288
FYI: The Funeral Arrangements
Aug 25th 2006
289
ohhh wow :( rip
Aug 25th 2006
291
Ive been askin Allah to make this sumn i heard wrong
Aug 25th 2006
292
each one reach one...
Aug 25th 2006
293
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
295
rip
Aug 25th 2006
296
this makes me truly heartsick
Aug 25th 2006
297
...
Aug 25th 2006
298
bless her passage
Aug 25th 2006
299
fuck. RIP. :o(
Aug 25th 2006
300
rest in peace
Aug 25th 2006
302
i'm just...*sigh* wow...rip nikki
Aug 25th 2006
303
no.
Aug 25th 2006
304
oh my god
Aug 25th 2006
306
I am praying for you, child.
Aug 25th 2006
I am praying for you, child.
Aug 25th 2006
307
I didn't know the sister
Aug 25th 2006
308
R.I.P. (to one of the ol G's)
Aug 25th 2006
309
may she r.i.p.
Aug 25th 2006
310
May His Peace Be With You...
Aug 25th 2006
311
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
312
prayers for her family
Aug 25th 2006
314
I'm numb right now....
Aug 25th 2006
316
exactly
Aug 25th 2006
344
what?! omg.
Aug 25th 2006
317
RIP 3rd I
Aug 25th 2006
318
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 25th 2006
319
~ Imagine if she could have seen this post before she left us ~
Aug 25th 2006
320
Wow. Damn. This the 2nd time in a month. R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
321
jesus...
Aug 25th 2006
322
...peace...
Aug 25th 2006
323
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 25th 2006
324
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
325
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
326
I wish people wouldn't up and go away like this
Aug 25th 2006
327
i'm at a lost for words
Aug 25th 2006
328
damn...r.i.p.
Aug 25th 2006
329
wow. i talked to her b4 but i didn't know her well
Aug 25th 2006
332
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
333
RIP
Aug 25th 2006
336
oh my god. RIP
Aug 25th 2006
337
RIP yo...
Aug 25th 2006
338
:- /
Aug 25th 2006
339
God keep her soul
Aug 25th 2006
340
my condolences to her family and friends.
Aug 25th 2006
341
This aint right This aint right This aint right
Aug 25th 2006
342
rest in peace
Aug 25th 2006
345
I don't even know what to say
Aug 25th 2006
346
damn...R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
347
life.
Aug 25th 2006
348
speak it
Aug 26th 2006
375
i'm still trying to find the actual words
Aug 25th 2006
rest in peace
Aug 25th 2006
349
rest in peace.
Aug 25th 2006
350
may she find the peace she was seeking...
Aug 25th 2006
351
OMG...
Aug 25th 2006
352
oh, no.... peace to her & her fam.
Aug 25th 2006
353
I finished her blog. Any of us could've been her
Aug 25th 2006
354
No! No! No! NO!
Aug 25th 2006
355
*sadface*
Aug 25th 2006
356
We have to take depression more seriously, yall :-(
Aug 25th 2006
357
R.I.P.
Aug 25th 2006
358
RIP sistren
Aug 25th 2006
359
rest in peace. May the Most High watch over her soul
Aug 25th 2006
360
I pray her pain has ceased....
Aug 25th 2006
361
...................................
Aug 25th 2006
362
Oh no....
Aug 25th 2006
363
(sigh) not again..
Aug 25th 2006
364
this is terrible news
Aug 25th 2006
365
...
Aug 26th 2006
366
Dag RIP 3rdi
Aug 26th 2006
367
man this is still so surreal to me
Aug 26th 2006
368
I Just Read This
Aug 26th 2006
370
Damn, reading this gave me chills. :-(
Aug 26th 2006
371
i just got home and saw this
Aug 26th 2006
372
god bless
Aug 26th 2006
373
i remember her words
Aug 26th 2006
374
RIP my friend...
Aug 26th 2006
376
i've read this post every 3-6 hours. 1 thing i've realized is that
Aug 26th 2006
379
RE: i've read this post every 3-6 hours. 1 thing i've realized is that
Aug 26th 2006
381
what? wow...rest in peace 3rd i.
Aug 26th 2006
380
*speechless*
Aug 26th 2006
382
rip
Aug 26th 2006
383
R.I.P 3rd i...
Aug 26th 2006
384
*sh* damn
Aug 26th 2006
385
Warm wishes to those who are hurting
Aug 26th 2006
386
Damn.........
Aug 27th 2006
387
i want her back.
Aug 27th 2006
388
i thought she was wicked cuz she was such a gamer chick.
Aug 27th 2006
389
oh god. i'll be praying for you, beautiful. i hope you find peace where ...
Aug 27th 2006
390
RE: R.I.P.
Aug 27th 2006
391
RE: RIP 3rd I
Aug 27th 2006
392
Nooo. I pray that the Lord has mercy on her soul....
Aug 27th 2006
393
sislikewhoa! damn,cuz
Aug 27th 2006
394
WHOA! RIP
Aug 27th 2006
395
RIP
Aug 28th 2006
397
wow.
Aug 28th 2006
398
r.i.p.
Aug 28th 2006
399
WOW. RIP, for real. i just
Aug 28th 2006
400
OH MY GAAAAAAWWD!!!!!!
Aug 28th 2006
401
Man I can't believe this...wow
Aug 28th 2006
403
rest in peace.
Aug 29th 2006
404
Damn
Aug 29th 2006
405
peace to her and her family..friends..
Aug 29th 2006
406
r.i.p to one of the best writers on here...
Aug 29th 2006
407
bless her life
Aug 29th 2006
408
Thats sad to hear.
Aug 30th 2006
410
R.I.P.
Aug 30th 2006
411
did anyone get to attend the funeral service?
Aug 31st 2006
412
*condolences*
Aug 31st 2006
413
RIP
Aug 31st 2006
414
This not what I was expecting
Sep 01st 2006
415
R I P
Sep 01st 2006
416
peace and blessings
Sep 01st 2006
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scotty wotty
Member since Aug 10th 2006
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Thu Aug-24-06 10:59 PM

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1. "NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!"
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Thu Aug-24-06 10:59 PM by scotty wotty

  

          

omg, im soo sorry to hear this

why are people so scared to live

Check out TCOB (taking care of business)
every Tuesday 7 to 8PM EST 90.3 FM NYC
broadcast live via internet www.whcr.org

  

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Cold Truth
Member since Jan 28th 2004
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Wed Aug-30-06 01:09 AM

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409. "because death is a welcome relief"
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being incessantly miserable isnt much of a life, no is it

i completely understand why someone would take their own life

i'm not suicidal, but i sure as hell cant wait to die. i rather look forward to an end to it all. i believe in God, but to be perfectly honest i would preffer complete obliteration over having to deal with this shit for another 60 years just to get there.

i didnt know her, but i feel for her immensely, because i get it. it's sad when i people hurt that bad for that long that they give up. again, im not about to step off that ledge but i could really give a fuck what happens from here on out.

  

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south_jerz
Member since Aug 24th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 10:59 PM

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2. "fuck"
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this hurts me.

rip.

  

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stayls
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267. "I know..."
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I know

Stayls aka Peaches Cochran (THE REAL STAYLS)

Yes Natty!™

Don't try to downplay Pac and get mad because MC Underground with his complicated flows and lyrics can't move a crowd even if he pointed a gun at them. -Clash Sic

  

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jolena
Member since Aug 20th 2003
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Fri Aug-25-06 04:54 PM

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343. "god me too"
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On some realness young, Ya'll niggas
is seeming real extra 2day.
Ya'll bamming real hard out this jount
young.
Just thought I'd let ya'll know.
- Dae021

  

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Natural Mystic
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

3. "Please TELL ME your BULLSHITTING. PLEASE."
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:04 PM by Natural Mystic

          

*EDIT*
ANCHOR THIS SHIT



SOMEONE GET MORE INFORMATION, PLEASE





______
Weeds.
Season Two.
Showtime.
Mondays, 10pm.


http://myspace.com/kakiking
http://www.myspace.com/iwishmusiccouldadoptme

  

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afropuff
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

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4. "OMG THIS IS HORRIBLE"
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is this true????

  

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electric_lady
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

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5. "WTF"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:29 PM by electric_lady

  

          

OMG

i feel sick

rip

______________________________________________________________


effing the ineffable

  

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ju_BOOM
Member since Aug 28th 2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

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6. "R I P TASCHANA!!"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:20 PM by ju_BOOM

          

.

  

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Sophistifunk
Member since Apr 12th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

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7. "no no no this cant be true no no"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:21 PM by Sophistifunk

          

omg

=(


RIP sis

------
En tu sonrisa yo veo una guerrilla,
una aventura, un movimiento
Tu lenguaje, tu acento...

  

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Castro
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

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"DAMN."


  

          

  

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luvlee2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:00 PM

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8. "whoa."
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www.twitter.com/luvlee2003

  

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ooodjrueooo
Member since Oct 24th 2004
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:01 PM

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9. "r.i.p."
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damn yo.
R.

  

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Trace
Member since Sep 16th 2002
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:01 PM

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10. "oh my god"
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oh my god...

  

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SmoothAtlSweet
Member since Jun 15th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:01 PM

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11. "shit..."
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<--- *licks lips*

i've got a fetish for tall men and deep voices.

  

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sunchild
Member since Sep 05th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:02 PM

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12. "omg this is soooooooo sad"
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:(

WTF


RIP!

-----------
At the very least, one can agree that having the people who have victimized you quantify your mistreatment invokes a sizable conflict of interest.

  

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Orula
Member since Dec 27th 2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:02 PM

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13. "R.I.P."
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:(

  

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8thlight
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:02 PM

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14. "WOW"
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***************************************
August 26th is National Fuck a Black Nerd Day - The Black Nerd Initiative

"The hip hop Asians downstairs are keeping lots of Rabbits" - Andi3124

http://www.last.fm/user/8thlight/

  

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Aeon
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:02 PM

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15. "oh my god yo."
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i dont believe this

_

shakin your block with a 6 million dollar bop

_

www.davidevanmcdowell.com

  

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blackmyth84
Member since Feb 19th 2004
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:02 PM

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16. "what in the world, this hurts me"
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http://www.myspace.com/blackmyth84
http://www.spitfirepoetrygroup.com/

  

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hypnotic
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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17. "god bless"
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_______________________________________
U make me feel like cookies, yo. (c)DeePhunk

  

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Binlahab
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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18. "god bless"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:10 PM by Binlahab

  

          

im just a notch in your bedpost but youre just a line in a post.

  

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tohunga
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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19. "damn.... r.i.p."
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_________________________
http://www.paulwalsh.co.nz
art.design.comics.blog.etc

  

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MizClayton
Member since Feb 22nd 2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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20. "just, wow"
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RIP




*cough*http://blog.myspace.com/iwannaloveyou*cough*

  

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B.J.S.301
Member since Nov 30th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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21. "WTF"
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Really?
Damn
RIP

  

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Koku
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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22. "WHAT?! omg...rip."
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:14 PM by Koku

  

          

she was such a sweetheart!

my heart goes out to her family & friends

she will truly be missed!

many condolences.

---

@kokupuff
http://www.koku.tv

  

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melodikangel
Member since Aug 20th 2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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"oh.my.goodness."


  

          

******************SIGGY*******************

  

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afropuff
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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23. "whyyyy omg i am crying right now!"
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unfukwitable
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:03 PM

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24. "damn"
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low2behold
Member since Jan 05th 2006
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:04 PM

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25. "i cant even fathom. nor will i try. damn i got a lump in my throat."
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http://www.myspace.com/mikex
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Young H
Member since Mar 15th 2006
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:05 PM

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26. "her birthday was yesterday - RIP"
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http://www.myspace.com/3rd_i

___________

  

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Natural Mystic
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:07 PM

35. "Oh God. No."
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Lord in heaven help her
Help us




______
Weeds.
Season Two.
Showtime.
Mondays, 10pm.


http://myspace.com/kakiking
http://www.myspace.com/iwishmusiccouldadoptme

  

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B.J.S.301
Member since Nov 30th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:31 PM

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82. "Reading her blog is a bit disturbing."
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Natural Mystic
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:36 PM

87. "^^^^^^^"
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i have to agree
it sounds like she was hurting





i dont know what to say
geez
this hurts




______
Weeds.
Season Two.
Showtime.
Mondays, 10pm.


http://myspace.com/kakiking
http://www.myspace.com/iwishmusiccouldadoptme

  

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Galatasaray
Member since May 11th 2006
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:38 PM

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88. "seem like something was mentally wrong cause just two days before"
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she sounded "happy" and "normal"

  

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Nettrice
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378. "No"
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"I read 3rd I's MySpace blog and the message was there:

"i continue to be a sheep...to follow a voice that has been going dim over the last couple of months...i don't think God talks to me anymore...i want my happiness without losing my family...or my God. i want to love him openly and not shrouded in secret. i want to write poetry again...but i don't want the depression that goes along with it.
i dulled my senses....
are we equals? do we love the same? are you happy in the life u lead? are you living your dream? doing what you want in life? or are u barely making it. is your life a series of days that bleed into nights? i'm lost...i'm in a familar land of confusion that i have sought to escape from only to find myself on another path in the same land.
one day...after i'm gone...you'll realize that i never truly lived my own life...what will you feel? will it inspire you?"

She had made her decision weeks ago...

<--- Blame this lady for Nutty.

  

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TwistedG
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396. "YHWH knows your heart."
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Although I did not know Nikki personally, I enjoyed her posts.

But I understand the feeling and struggle in this message. To have to choose between being completely disowned by our family or living our life so that WE are happy is extremely unfair. Everyone thinks that it is not that bad and your family will understand...

I wish she knew that she was not alone in her struggles.

  

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chicky259
Member since May 01st 2005
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110. "exactly"
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goodness

im soo speechless right now

http://www.myspace.com/chicky259

Before I was just living my life with a dream but now I live my life for my dreams

<<< RED was my boyfriend back then

  

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naiduk
Member since Jul 24th 2005
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Fri Aug-25-06 10:31 AM

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266. "."
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____________________________________


no regrets
life is hectic

  

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FALSESTTO
Member since Jan 16th 2005
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Fri Aug-25-06 01:47 PM

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313. "I agree, fam...."
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THIS SHIT SHUT ME DOWN YO.

From 3rd I :



i want bravery

ok..it's coming down to the wire...i'm supposed to come forward and tell my family about my relationship with walter.*bites nails* am i ready? oh shit!!! my period hasn't started yet...probably cuz of my nerves. too much stress...i go to school next week so i'll be gone with probably no internet connection, i had another dream that my sister saved my life. i wonder why i'm having all these life threatening dreams...i want to go to india for a Month...i want to visit temples and to kiss the inner wall of the Taj Mahal.

one day i'll do it.

  

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KosherSam
Member since Mar 18th 2004
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:05 PM

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27. "oh my god... she was such a sweetheart"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:07 PM by KosherSam

  

          

RIP.

wow.

*Jews you*

"this is okp tho, reading is completely optional" (c) desus

Proceed with caution. I am overtly racist.

<-- In Pigpen we trust

  

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truth0ne SGC
Member since Sep 25th 2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:14 PM

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50. "Yeah..."
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Took a good deal of detective work to get to her, too...

I wish we'd have known this time...

  

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truth0ne SGC
Member since Sep 25th 2003
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:06 PM

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28. "..."
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angiebabe3679
Member since Jun 24th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:06 PM

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29. ":("
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RIP...

=====
My little prince...


"Cat's on here making blog posts
about not getting any pussy and
talking about not using washclothes
and too dumb to see the correlation"

  

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Beautiful_Soul
Member since May 04th 2005
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:06 PM

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30. "This is so sad to me...."
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Hopefully she has found peace

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<--------------
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Make ya head pop off
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

  

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Mahogany Soul
Member since Oct 10th 2002
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:07 PM

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31. "May her soul rest in peace..."
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loryn
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32. "wow. i'm so sorry. she was so nice."
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-okayplayer loryn, a cali export

aim: Tiye215

alright bitches, i'm on myspace:
www.myspace.com/lcwzeta

http://ignorantart.blogspot.com

"you're never going to get anywhere without being a strategic bitch."-- professor jennifer james, GWU

  

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Vette
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33. "and may the perpetual light shine upon her..."
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RIP

__________________________________________

<--- Still reppin' the Bay
Life. Love. Music:
http://vettievette.wordpress.com
http://sistamatikdjs.wordpress.com

  

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_CanCan_
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:07 PM

34. "Blessing and strength and light to her friends and family"
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....everyone who knew her.

I hope she's at peace : (

i have chills. this is shocking and sad.


  

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IkeMoses
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:08 PM

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36. "that is so troubling. r.i.p."
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-30-

the wonderful thing about niggas, is niggas are wonderful things.

http://www.myspace.com/ikemoses

  

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Computer Snacks
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:08 PM

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37. "RE: RIP 3rd I"
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Sad, sad news.

  

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chicky259
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:08 PM

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"OMG!"


  

          

not my favorite TV poster! goodness i loved talking to her about TV shows

dammit

http://www.myspace.com/chicky259

Before I was just living my life with a dream but now I live my life for my dreams

<<< RED was my boyfriend back then

  

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Mic_Specialist
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:08 PM

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38. "omg...i never even thought, :( RIP...im in total shock right now."
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instagram: http://instagram.com/micspecial
photoblog:http://alannakkash.wordpress.com/
photography:http://www.flickr.com/photos/micspecial/
music:http://www.last.fm/user/MicSpecial/
XBOX live: micspecial

  

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NewBorn202
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39. "I never know what to say when I hear stuff like this."
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I just pray that her family and friends can stay strong.

---
We From A Place
Where Dem Boys Still Pimpin' Them Hoes
We From A Place
Cadillacs Still Ridin' On Vogues
We From A Place
Where My Soul Still Don't Feel Free
Where A Flag Means More Than Me(IN MISSISSIPPI)

  

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Mslibrar
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:09 PM

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40. "Ouch."
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Notalent
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41. "RIP Prayers to her family and loved ones"
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______________________________________

Cedar Point VI - Labor Day Weekend

  

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Galatasaray
Member since May 11th 2006
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:09 PM

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42. "The fuck is going on with my people yo!"
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anybody got a link to who this is

  

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Galatasaray
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:15 PM

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51. "damn i see here myspace....was she a JDUB?"
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elders?
the fuck going on yo
niggas is WILDING man

  

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haji rana pinya
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43. "damn"
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*********************
www.dumhi.com

  

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Improv
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44. "God bless her life and grant her family strength"
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We are all dreamers...

  

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45. "dammit this hurts"
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______________________________________

amazin they ungrateful after all The Game I gave away

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52. "i'm going to think positive about this."
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:27 PM by Marla

  

          

I hope that this is what she really wanted and that she's finding moving towards some semblance of the peace that escaped her here. Of course I want to know why, but that's wrapped up in my own selfishness of wanting her alive to answer the question.

Many blessings and positive prayers from me to her for safe passage and comfort.

Many blessings, my condolences, and wishes for peace to her family and all of those that have been and will be affected by the loss of her.

  

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46. "horrible. i send my condolences. :["
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the legendary sigs:
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47. "bless."
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STAND OUT HAND OUTS: http://basquiatwhenipaint.tumblr.com

TWEET ME: @PROMO206

  

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48. "suddenly, all the problems in my life seem small"
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...a child is born with no state of mind, blind to the ways of mankind, god is smilin' on you and frownin' too, because only god knows what you gonna do...©melle mel

  

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49. "peace to her fam"
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damn... it's rough dealign with a suicide. we had 2 in 2 months. i hope they find peace.

  

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56. ".................."
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:21 PM by Beautiful_Soul

  

          

inbox

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
<--------------
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Make ya head pop off
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53. "mod from the freestyle boards?"
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wtf

how dare she yo!

not saying i know her situation, but come on man, like Nikki G said, we have an african way of thinking & suicide is a non-african way of thinking...

ugh

i'm disgusted & upset with her

she said some nice choice words about my drops in there & i didn't get to know her past posts

so i can't even be that mad, cuz i ain't know her KNOW HER

but damn

why yo?

peace & light

_____________________
puttin' the roota in the toota since 98'

  

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54. "RIP"
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:(

---------------------------------------
(Insert witty quote here)

I come from a city where they love to hate (c) DJ Paul

Wild 100's BAP. We wild wild!

  

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55. "wow"
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.......

  

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57. "fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no fuck no."
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richmond, va.
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58. "YOOOOOOOOOOOOO this ain't right"
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WTF?

  

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59. "Oh man, I don't know what to say"
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I talked to her on the phone once during one of those call an OKP nights.

This is terrible.

__________________________________________

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60. "OH MY GOD"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:26 PM by LoveJonez

  

          

nooo
nawl nawl nawl man

she posted about depression...

still got her inboxes...

we tried to encourage...
i can't believe this man

i can't *breathe* right now....


°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•
Don't like whatchu get???
Change whatchu GIVE....

  

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61. "r.i.p."
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Add Me +
www.myspace.com/itsjay

  

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63. "anchor this post , please."
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Add Me +
www.myspace.com/itsjay

  

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62. "this is killing me."
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i remember when she lived here.
she was one of the first people here that welcomed me to chicago.
we'd hang out and i'd go round her crib. she'd always have a meal waiting for me.
we'd eat and play videogames aaaaaall night.
she was truly one of the best people out there.


i still have her devil may cry she let me borrow and i swore that i'd give it back to her.


i'm numb right now.

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richmond, va.
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65. "yo, im REALLY sorry eric"
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from the bottom of my heart


______
Weeds.
Season Two.
Showtime.
Mondays, 10pm.


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67. "*smh*"
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crazy man

realy crazy

damn

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71. "i wanted to call you"
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i dont have your number.

:::::::

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75. "i have to go drink."
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i have to get up and move.



i can't even cry.
it hasn't really hit me yet.





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80. "fam"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:31 PM by eclipsedInI

  

          

just sit with it man

just be still

don't go drink

unless it ain't the liks

_____________________
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83. "on one hand. it's my birthday. on the other. i want to reflect."
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especially on relationships.
i hadn't talked to her in awhile either.
i assumed things were fine.
i assumed wrong.

i have to leave the house.
the only thing that'll keep my mind off of it for now.

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richmond, va.
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94. "werd werd werd man"
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be easy dog man

i mean it ain't no consilation but my birfday was shakey to me

even though i had friends around

it's just i don't know man...fuck it

_____________________
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250. "*hug*"
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Man.....I swear I don't know what to say.

This is just sad. My heart goes out to you, and everyone else that was close to her.

She was a beautiful person indeed.

Love,
Miss La Belle

  

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73. "This is surreal."
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Since The Doc posted more often here he's read her shit on the regular, especially in High-Tech...

...this is sobering...saddening, dunno what to say here. Damn.

  

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78. "=("
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she was great
and very sweet
we'd chat every now and there
this hurts a lot


>
>i'm numb right now.
>


exactly how i feel right now

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En tu sonrisa yo veo una guerrilla,
una aventura, un movimiento
Tu lenguaje, tu acento...

  

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64. "i just don't know what to say"
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i've backed out of this post four times.

please be at peace, and may your family and friends always honor your memory.


***********************
This morning I will not
Comb my hair.
It has lain
Pillowed on the hand of my lover.
~ Kakinomoto no Hitomaro

  

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66. "I wish there was something someone could have said"
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to her that would have made her change her mind...my heart is heavy right now.

  

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68. "i ain't know her, but i'll light a candle"
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"stars in your eyes, free from the life that you knew."

i blame hip-hop.

@eltoneast ig

  

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69. "man, i'm still waiting for someone to say this was all a bad joke...."
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.....man this is hurtful.

******************SIGGY*******************

  

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70. "aw no."
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such seemingly senseless tragedy

peace to her family and loved ones.

  

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72. ":-( damn........"
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.

  

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74. "man..."
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Heavenly father...heavenly father

  

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76. "anchor yo"
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..

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Don't like whatchu get???
Change whatchu GIVE....

  

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77. "man..... rest in peace... :("
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i never talked to her, at least to my knowledge, but.. im speechless


http://www.last.fm/user/RawLa/

www.myspace.com/rawla

rawla323: so when u coming over?
rawla323: oh wait..:: re reads::
rawla323: nevermind,yo
WriterChik81: funny
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rawla323: lmao
rawla323: oh boy, and my day is complete

  

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79. "R.I.P."
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Im so sad.

http://okp.hypnagogics.com/

http://okp.hypnagogics.com/

http://okp.hypnagogics.com/

  

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81. "RIP"
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_________________________
Politics and Sports are found here:

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84. "oh no!"
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may the good lord bless her soul

  

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85. "wow...i come back to see whats on the boards and find this..."
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this breaks my heart....
nikki was beautiful...a beautiful spirit...
and i dont think she even knew it...
sis was one of the kindest people in the world...
from the playful nickname she called me bighead
she was my friend...
fuck this hurts

  

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86. "rest in peace"
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I never really interacted with her but reading this has saddened me a great deal.

Peace and blessings to her family.

  

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89. "i wanna call her phone and HOPE this shit ain't true. she had told me"
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years ago that she thought of that. i would call and check on her. she told me she was fine. last time i saw her was in march when she, i, and alasha went to waffle house with angie and her husband while on her book tour.

she seemed happy. had a new car, talking about her job. her brother. i'm fuckin cryin my eyes out right now. what the fuck, man?

she hadn't talked about this shit for well over a year. just talked about how her truck was gonna "roll over the batmobile"...and talked about crazy calls she got working with the police...and how she found the man she was gonna marry...and how she was writing again. FUCK!

i know she didn't like staying with her folks....i told her to call when ever she felt like she needed an ear. 2-3 am. she'd sound down, and i'd make her laugh. then a year went past and everytime we communicated...she was happy. she hadn't called me in a while. i hadn't called in a while either. she seemed like she had found happiness. everytime she hit me up she was talling me about her fiance.


i feel like i fuckin failed her. like my little portion my little job. shit. i can't fuckin believe this. Dammit nikki, why didn't u just fuckin call me? or someone? i'm so fuckin pissed right now

  

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122. "Me too. I talked to her alot and we hung out just a few months ago."
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I dont know what to say.
<----- ...Only by tapping into the dark side could his true potential be gained...

  

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161. "dog."
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the ultimate girl gamer.
http://www.myspace.com/thievinstealberg

  

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276. "it's not your fault sean, you were a good friend"
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____________________________________


no regrets
life is hectic

  

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90. "i keep looking hoping to see her post."
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this sucks.

  

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114. "i know right...to say this is fucked up"
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so fucked up

  

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91. "nvm"
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...

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At the very least, one can agree that having the people who have victimized you quantify your mistreatment invokes a sizable conflict of interest.

  

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92. "omg!"
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please say it isn't so....
peace & prayers
i didn't know her personally but i'm truly hurt and saddened by this

http://www.myspace.com/lovelylovelace

  

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93. "."
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:19 AM by kisszion

  

          

.

:::::::

"And the more you hit something hard, the more hardened it becomes--the stronger it becomes. And that's what's happened: I'm resilient." - Michael Jackson

:::
http://sweetcreams.tumblr.com/

  

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96. "i know right"
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i had found an article about her passing in the news
but i didnt want to post it here for fear it would be too much
but damn i know what u feeling
i just hate her soul was tortured for her time here

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At the very least, one can agree that having the people who have victimized you quantify your mistreatment invokes a sizable conflict of interest.

  

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95. "damn yo...via con dios amigo"
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just damn.

get money.

www.gakcity.com

  

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97. "RIP..."
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peace.

now go runtelldat, ho.

  

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The_Boy
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98. "RIP..man she was one of the first okps i met"
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wow......

  

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El Keter
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99. "RE: RIP 3rd I"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:58 PM by El Keter

          


Yo, could you please inbox me some more info on this. When it happened? How it happened? Please?

Part of me can't believe it's true, but another part of me knows this was bound to happen. I haven't talked to her in a long time, but we used to chat it up regularly. I have her poetry book, her copy of the 'Mahabharata' and one of her dreads sitting on a little table in the other room. I don't even know how to feel about that.

I was expecting you to say she passed away from something relating to her health, and although I'm not surprised to hear she killed herself it really saddens me to hear that she finally succumbed to those feelings. I thought things were going alright for her, or at least I hoped they were.

I wish her nothing but love and peace.

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DVS
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100. "fuckfuckfuckityfuckFUCK"
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:54 PM by DVS

  

          

Damn, Nik.

vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

Waldorf and Statler Vol 4:CONAN IS OUT NOW!!!: http://waldorfandstatler.bandcamp.com

and don't forget to check "DVS 4 ALDERMAN"

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willydynamite
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101. "fuck."
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i...can't even come up with words.


RIP.

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bonitaapplebaum71481
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102. "she was one of the most poetic souls I'd ever had the pleasure of readin..."
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RIP chick.....



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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

Billy - age 4

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Crash Bandacoot
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Thu Aug-24-06 11:57 PM

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103. "im sad and numb right now"
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RIP sis

  

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HersheyBit
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104. "r.i.p."
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KrispeeKreeme
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105. "oh my God... no."
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rest in peace


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nebt_het
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106. "damn"
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this is very sad!

peace and blessings to her family and friends.



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107. "oh wow. may God grant you peace and rest."
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peace & blessings,

x.

sigless for the summer, y'all.

  

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Mr Mech
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108. "What was she going through?"
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Mech

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Is Dixon Steele gonna have to choke a bitch?

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Damali
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109. "no matter how many people love you"
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:20 AM by Damali

  

          

and no matter how much you know it to be true, if you don't love yourself enough, no one else can fill you up.

i know because i've been there and thought of doing what she did. Even tho i knew how many people loved me and even tho i knew i'd be missed. if i had decided to do it, no one would have been able to talk me out of it.

she used to chat with me on AIM way back..a few years ago...i remember her talking about being depressed and putting herself down and all the time; i remember feeling like i often wasn't sure what to say to her. but she was always a really nice person...

I don't even know what else to say....Just please let her be at peace...

d


~~~ this love is unbreakable ~~~

  

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111. "RIP"
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prayers and condolences for her family and friends

and a prayer that Nikki has found the peace she sought


- fabulous / 26 | twentysixfab on aim, yahoo | ebaker_26 on msn
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crow
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:11 AM

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112. "Damn,I hope she's found the peace she sought"
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__________________________________

*Note to self: Add Sig*

  

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DarkStar
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113. "Geez. My condolences."
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*sigh*

  

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jose3030
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115. "i'm disappointed in her decision but may she rest in peace."
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Shaboonkashae
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:16 AM

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116. "damn r.i.p."
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SupermanFrom281
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117. "I can't believe this"
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Oh my god.....I am in shock.

WTF?!

  

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CocoaCure
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:20 AM

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118. "ANCHOR PLEASE!!! I have hung with her and just talked to her..."
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a week ago!!!!!!
We were talking about weddings and interior decorating.
She is the 1st OKP to have seen my house.
Oh My GOD!!!!
<----- ...Only by tapping into the dark side could his true potential be gained...

  

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240. "I didn't know she was feeling as bad as she was"
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I feel so bad. We were supposed to hang out years ago and never did. Man...

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worms
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:22 AM

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119. "rest in peace."
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Mynoriti
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120. "wow R.I.P."
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haj20
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121. "*smh*...i didnt know her, but this is so sad"
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que desanse en paz

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.Mica.
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123. "i am shocked."
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rest in peace.

my thoughts to her family.

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+my fave okp beef: logical explanations vs lessonheads © okp KayCee

  

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bluetiger
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124. "RIP."
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I can't believe this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9KC7uhMY9s
You Know What Love Is.

www.myspace.com/ryendavidmusic
or
http://i8.tinypic.com/24qmosp.jpg
or
http://tinyurl.com/9u9nm

  

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theMantheMyth
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:39 AM

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125. "I can't even begin to express what I'm feeling right now."
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Nikki was one of the sweetest, funniest okp's, and I feel so much regret at her passing. I can only hope that she's free now from whatever suffering this world caused her. Peace to her and all those who loved her.

www.soul2020.com
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BeholdMe Resurrected
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:41 AM

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126. "Oh my God, I seriously hope she RIP"
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I remember her from these boards, and that's saying something cuz a lot of folks I don't remember. But her name stands out. RIP and I hope she's "free" now, because as a person with a troubled life I've felt tempted to end it all too. But I look to the sky for a better day, somehow, some way.

RIP girl.

  

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tohunga
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127. "shit. i just remembered, she gave me my gmail invite."
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every time i go to write someone's address that starts with N or C or D, i see nikki chipp, dredlocksista in there....


sheee-it.

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KCPlayer21
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128. "May she rest in peace....."
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I didn't know her, but I always saw her posts. I'm really hurt about this.....



<---- YEEEEEEAH!!! Now that's a REAL pimp cup......

  

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PinkTaurus
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Fri Aug-25-06 12:50 AM

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129. "sincerely hope you found what youre looking for."
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obsidianchrysalis
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130. "are you serious?"
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wow. i am really in shock. she was the first friend i had here on OKP. we used to talk about stuff, music and art and such. you used to ask why i was such a geek about things like that.

she was an avid gamer and had a yearning to live life and i think she only just was starting to come into her own as a woman. i will miss seeing the chance at her becoming a worldly woman as she sometimes spoke of travelling.

man, this really hit hard.

i miss you Nicole (her nickname).

_____.oO(sig)Oo.________________________________

Blame it on a rush of blood...to the head.

  

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mayn1
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131. "R. I. P."
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"What can purge my heart
Of the song
And the sadness?"

--Langston Hughes "Song for Billie Holiday"

:/:/:/:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:|:\:\:\:

avi: "back in the days when i was young/i'm not a kid anymore/but somedays i still wish i was a kid again"

qotm: "it's like being blasted with a fire hose full of Skittles." -- Music Columnist John

  

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LaDeeDeF_99
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132. ":("
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nik is my friend
this is horrible
i cant believe this

  

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wbgirl
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133. "shit."
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shit fuck damn shit.

  

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Nubienne
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134. "Bless"
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I hope you've found the peace and serenity in heaven that you didn't find on earth.....

Do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. Hebrews 10:35

  

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t510
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135. "god rest her soul"
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prayers to all those who knew her

this is terrible

  

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Seven
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136. "oh god no....."
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....
we spoke on the phone a few times since 2000...

fk

  

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RobOne4
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137. "yo this shit has me shook"
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we werent that real real close. I mean we talked usually late at night when the rest of the world was asleep. But she was a good person, i am very sad to hear this.

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Rick Fox Jr
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138. "*reads her myspace* :("
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RIP.

  

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chitown_butterfly
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139. "oh my goodness...unbelieveable"
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I hope she's at peace.

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soulgyal
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140. "Ooooooh fuck. My heart just failed me.... Ase for her life. R.I.P."
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<------------ There's only one way to find out...

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http://lilcreepysmiley.blogspot.com/ (LAST UPDATED: AUGUST 9, 2009)

*****
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Lenear
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141. "RIP"
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I'm really sad about this. I didn't know 3rd I, but I felt like I did. God bless her soul.

  

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Bridgetown
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142. "..."
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Prayers.

--Maurice

_____

Bonding over sutures is what's hot in Oh-Nine.
--JS

  

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chemical
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Fri Aug-25-06 01:27 AM

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143. "no...what???"
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I just can't stop crying
I knew she had talked about it so many times....

she was so sweet
always smiling and one of the first people i'd ever hung out with on okp. I always think of her when I go to the african festival....
we went together years ago. I still have the pictures.
she was the best poet these boards have ever seen

she will be missed so much
RIP Nikki
why did you have to leave us?

remember novemthree's courage...

http://www.facebook.com/p/Sonya_Denise_Freeman/203402516
facebook me :0)

  

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Soulwarrior
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144. "wow."
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I remeber meeting her at the old aristean Joints that donnie used to do. She seemed so happy then, You never know what could happen in between meeting someone and them getting that low in the spirt to remove themselves from the planet. God please forgive her.
Peace and Blessings C.A.D 5000 says -"Smile Jesus Loves you"
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He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life"
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maryamjaan
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145. "rest in peace"
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so sad.

  

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soulgyal
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146. "WHY ISN'T THIS ANCHORED YET????"
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<------------ There's only one way to find out...

http://www.liligi.com
http://lilcreepysmiley.blogspot.com/ (LAST UPDATED: AUGUST 9, 2009)

*****
<3 u Mom: Sep. 3, 1960 -May 1, 2006

  

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152. "thas what I"M screamin"
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°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•
Don't like whatchu get???
Change whatchu GIVE....

  

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madwriter
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147. "wow i thought she had gotten through her stuff n/m"
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chillee
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148. "OMG! This shocks and saddens me"
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She always seemed so playfull and seemed to happy.
Didn't see this coming at all.
She loved music and video games.

My deepest condolences to her family.

Rest in peace.


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RexLongfellow
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149. "Damn"
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just damn...damn damn damn

RIP

  

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sosa
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150. "Rest in Peace"
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jumoke
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151. "wtf??????????????????????????????"
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please tell me your kidding.



R.I.P B.J.S

R.I.P Simmon

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153. "I have no idea what to say. I cannot process this. Seriously."
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I am shook.
Why the...

Well.
Um.
Shit.
Nikki.
You will be missed.
Sorely missed.

I can't take this.
I'm loggin off.

PEACE TO HER FAMILY.




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154. "i know you were pretty close with her"
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peace fam

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156. "This comes completely out of the blue to me...."
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Fri Aug-25-06 02:28 AM by DawgEatah

  

          

Last I time we spoke on the phone she was in a great mood.

I really can't believe it.
I just can't.

I appreciate your words.
This is just...
too much.

She was an incredible spirit.
So special.

It's really not fair.





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158. "stay up son"
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you know you always got us homie.

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157. "Peace fool."
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163. "i know yall were close,,,,stay up family"
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155. "RE: RIP 3rd I"
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rest in peace

  

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159. "Oh my God."
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I thought this was going to be another one of those posts where someone "buries" their former screen name and announces another one. Sadly, I couldn't have been more wrong.

May she rest in peace.
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166. "me too"
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"What I don't like is Negro elders finally taking a stand for cultural ethics by way of Caucasian vomit. What this now shows young people is that white guilt is still more powerful than black unity." - Star

  

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160. "rip"
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n/m

  

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162. "r.i.p."
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damm

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164. "r.i.p."
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i hope she is at peace

  

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165. "wow....peace"
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167. "oh my goodness. rip. just wow."
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168. "wasn't she a 911 call operator?"
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I recall a post of her saying so--i believe it was her--and remember
talking about how important/stressful their jobs are...


please correct me if I'm wrong.

:- ( very to hear of her passing.


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206. "RE: wasn't she a 911 call operator?"
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She was, but she hated that job and was always talking about trying to move on to something else. I figured she had, but she might not have, and if she had it's likely still doing something in law enforcement.

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402. "thanks for confirming this n/m"
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169. "please tell me this isn't true."
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The offspring :-D

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170. "this is fucking surreal"
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i'm just looking at this screen cuz this isn't even making sense

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171. "noooooo!!! I can΄t believe this..."
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I didn΄t know her that well but we inboxed eachother last friday. I΄m speachless. This is too sad. RIP.

  

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172. "incredibly sad, RIP"
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173. "rip"
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this is sad. she was 1 of the few people i've chatted with here

  

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174. "NO! ...why isn't this anchored?"
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DAMN!

DAMN!

RIP Mama Gray!
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188. "word, i thought this would been anchored as soon as it was posted"
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www.hiphopmusic.com

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175. "god no... fuck.. rip"
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176. "*smh*.....damn!"
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too sad

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177. "RIP."
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That's so sad.

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178. "Aww Damn"
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RIP

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179. "R.I.P."
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I didn't know her, I didn't have much interraction with her - but reading everybody's posts....I'm welling up at my desk here. My thoughts and prayers go out to her family, her friends, and especially to her - I hope she has found peace.

I've never dealt with the loss of someone I was close to, so I can't begin to imagine what some of you guys along with her family are going through however my thoughts are with you all nonetheless

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180. "sistawithafrolikewhoa"
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181. "Oh no! RIP"
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182. "Nikki....I hope you find what you're looking for, Ma. Peace to you."
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We miss you



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183. "Im sadden by this post....was it depression? Here's my thing:"
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I think its an issue thats never talked about here and mostly endured by many on this board....

For those of you who are going through it...get some professional help with this...



"The camel never sees its own hump but that of its brothers is always before its eyes"- N.African proverb

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184. "RE: Im sadden by this post....was it depression? Here's my thing:"
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dag.... this is wild...
i didn't know her well or long but, we talked a few times and she seemed cool
i swear i just talked to her maybe a few weeks ago or something...

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185. ":'("
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Peace.

  

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186. "RIP. Wow. Just read some of her blog."
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Did not realize all the signs were there. I can't believe this.


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187. "the cycle of life and death..."
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only thing that is certain is that you are going to die... I wish it was an 'cultural' imperative in the Western world,that we are prepared better for this inevitability. It's almost like folks think we are going to live forever...

However we can & do make choices on how we navigate these years on earth and also on how we depart, and 3rd I unequivocally made her choice... so all those in this post who are blaming themselves, stop, there was nothing you could of done...

I for one, will CHOOSE to remember what her presence on here brought to my experience of the boards and will have positive memories of our interactions.

Ultimately, she was looking for that peace that we are, all looking for... maybe she found it, isn't that a blessing????


Hetep -u 3rd I/Nikki







  

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197. "well said."
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“As I have not worried to be born, I do not worry to die.”

- Federico Garcia Lorca


RIP 3rd I.


I'm #ffffff

  

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>
>Ultimately, she was looking for that peace that we are, all
>looking for... maybe she found it, isn't that a blessing????
>



Breathe E.Z.

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189. "RIP 3rd I"
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190. "I wasn't sure how I'd deal with another suicide..."
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...after Simmon's. .

Somehow, I knew it would come from OKP the next time.

I'll try to impart some peace I've finally gained after all this time

First, it's not YOUR fault. The, "I could have, I would have, I should have" will be there, go ahead and own it, and to be honest, it may never go away.

For folx that knew, loved, cared for her, the hardest thing is you KNOW you would have been there, you KNOW you would have done anything to keep her from that point, and sadly...they didn't know that, or couldn't take that into their heart and find some sort of hope in that. It's like you weren't enough at the right time to help her through it.

The other part is...you'll want to be mad at them, but you can't, because, well...if you've got a heart, you know why, I can't really explain it.

The other thing that pulls is the fact that they gave up, you can't understand it. Well, I couldn't. As long as I'm here, I can make it better.

I've also been "taught" that this is one of the greatest sins, and the peace they were hoping for may not be on the other side. I don't know either way, but I know what I WANT to believe, but I also know what else is possible. That's VERY unsettling.

"Why didn't they come to ME!?!?" You know what lengths you would go to, they may or may not.

Finally, what's important is to live the pain you have right now. Don't try to hide from it, supress it, or cover it up. Talk about it, think about it, get mad about it, cry about it. But, what's important is that you get through it. You can't help her now, but you MAY be lucky enough to help someone else. Take that pain and give love, like I'm trying to do right now.

Try to take something from this tragedy and make someone's life better.

Before I signed on this morning and saw this, I was having a real good peace the last couple days. ANd just said this morning that I need to do "something," not related to myself, I AM busy as hell, but I need to do something for someone else. And, when I saw this post, I knew something was preparing me, and this is part of what is in store.

OKP always comes together at times like this, and we always regress to riding on folx after the fact. That's human nature.

You should be changed by this, let it happen.

Something I just thought about, when she/Simmon crosses my mind, I'm going to try and do something for someone else, that connection and helping will build yourself. Take the love we had for them and share it with someone else.

I rambled a little, it might be a little incoherent, but...how do you help someone get through this? I tried, and hope someone got a little light from it.

Peace to her, her soul, her family, friends and people she never knew existed that will be touched by those who did.

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192. "Thanks for sharing this. Wise words."
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208. "^ everybody needs to read this."
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thanks for that, remy.

peace & blessings,

x.

sigless for the summer, y'all.

  

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213. "yes it was"
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he is on point

>I don't know either way, but I know what I WANT to believe, but I also know what else is possible. That's VERY unsettling.

i think that is why it also the most upsetting
at least for me

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216. "*takin in the moment*...Thanks!"
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>and we always regress to riding on folx after the fact. That's human nature.

  

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218. "Good post."
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________________________________________

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Charles: *points to world maps on his bedroom walls* Mom, I wanna take these down.
Me: Why? I like the maps.
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219. "Thanks Remy this was greatly needed"
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All the feelings of Simmon and my Uncle's passing just flooded my heart right now after reading this post and everything you said made perfect sense.

"Everything's Good Ugly" (in progress)
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225. "yes, to this especially:"
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>Try to take something from this tragedy and make someone's
>life better.


>OKP always comes together at times like this, and we always
>regress to riding on folx after the fact. That's human nature.


>You should be changed by this, let it happen.

>connection and helping will build yourself. Take the love we
>had for them and share it with someone else.



**********************************************

When they discover the center of the universe, a lot of people will be disappointed to discover they are not it.
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232. "this really touched me."
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
man up and take that pussy fam..
she in YO HOUSE and u letting her treat u like SoWhat man when she on ur couch kiss that bitch neck then try to get ur hands in them drawers, if she push u away evict that bitch.

  

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236. "thanks"
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______________________________________________________________


effing the ineffable

  

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256. "good words."
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________________________
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259. "well said."
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- fabulous / 26 | twentysixfab on aim, yahoo | ebaker_26 on msn
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268. "Thank you Remy"
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I didn't know her personally, but I remember saying one or two things to her.
It's amazing how much I feel for someone I didn't know, simply because the same thing that brought her to OKP binds us all. And for that reason, I feel deeply for what has happened.

We just need to carry this with us everyday so we are alert enough to give love to each other, especially those who subtly cry out for help.

Thanks again for sharing.

Love,
Miss La Belle

  

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270. "thank you brent."
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the ultimate girl gamer.
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294. "Wow, I'm glad y'all got something out of that."
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**smile**

======
FLASH!!

  

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315. "thanks, Rem."
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334. "OH yes..."
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very eloquent and absolutely right...

peace

°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•
Don't like whatchu get???
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335. "word"
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well said

  

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191. "can't believe this"
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don't have any words for this.

  

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194. "WOW...RIP"
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www.myspace.com/mansat

  

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195. "I'm truly stunned."
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She's my homegirl, yo.
*sigh*
..she got what she wanted, i can't fault her for it.

  

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196. "May she R.I.U. n/m"
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***************************************
FOR THE GRILLIONTH TIME I AM A GIRL
Yall ackin like girls cant be heathens

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n8QB3Il526g

  

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198. "nikki i talked to one of your friends last night"
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just trying to console and listen.

we cried. we wondered why. we cried. we got pissed. we tried to piece things together. we looked back. wondered if we could have done more. we cried again

one thing we remembered about you. you were stubborn. not saying in a bed way or a good way. u were just set on something ...anything... and that was it. there was no deterring you.

ultimately this was your choice. you wanted to do this, and even tho we, the people around you, tried to deter you, and actually thought we had. this was obviously something u wanted to do.

well hell. u know how i am. people knew how u were. we thought of some memories. thought of you naming your new car (whoever thought of such? naming their vehicle? )
we remembered how you got the previous one. a POS special. how u said u were gonna drive to chi-town in it. we laughed away a touch of pain.

one of my favorite stories/ memories that we both remembered. u had said that u were just driving along and the car just caught fire. a small fire. and how your pops was upset at his friend, because his friend had done the work on your car RIGHT before is spontaneously combusted.

lay: damn nikki, is the car totalled? are you ok?

3rd i: i'm cool, the car is fine, it was a small fire, but my dad is on the phone with his friend now screaming at him.

lay: well yeah i'd scream too

3rd i: he said he's gonna come back over and look at it, and fix it

lay: sheeeeit. u sure u want THAT negro under your hood...again? i'd be like "nah that's cool"


ha ha we laughed a good lil while thinking back on your personality, and humor, .........and then we cried some more.

i never knew dj teddy bear personally. had just seen him post eveyr now and again. so i could only imagine what the cats that knew him went through. i fuckin understand now. so many questions, so many "did i do all that i could?" u gotta lotta people thinking that right now, nikki.


  

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210. ":'("
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*cryin...

°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•€Ί°”˜¨¨˜”°Ί€•
Don't like whatchu get???
Change whatchu GIVE....

  

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199. "RIP"
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WOW.....I'm speechless right now!!!!!!!!!!!!

u also get married because YOU have reached a place within YOURself that you feel u want to commit to someone forever and ever..... -Seven

  

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200. "RIP and peace be with those who knew her..."
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201. "i'm speechless right now....."
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i remembered she was dating someone with the prospects of marriage and she seemed very happy, talking about having children and everything.

i rememeber she came up to ATL a few weeks back....i was out of town and didn't get a chance to hang out with her .

i inboxed her since i was going to be near her for a couple days asking her what was there to get into.

i wish her and her family peace...

maybe you will bless us with your all seeing third
eye, bitch ©earthqueen

Bitch it does NOT take a village. It takes ONE person doing her job right. © janey

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203. "blessings in abundance.....i'll remember her."
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she still exists.

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Is it progress if a cannibal uses a knife and fork?

(c) Stanislaw Jerzy Lee

  

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204. "we never really interacted much on the boards...but when we did"
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she was always really nice, funny, cool etc...something about her always stuck out to me..peace on your return to the essence

  

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205. "damn, I don't know what to say"
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just damn, prayers will be sent out. R.I.P.


I did only talk to her a few times in the OKP chat, but shit hits close to home.

R.I.P.

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207. "R.I.P."
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This is truly shocking.

  

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211. "NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why the eff couldnt I save her."
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sad to say I knew it was only a matter of time.......
I cant beleive this...
and after she did so much to save me....
I...
dont..
....

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214. "these words here are soooo haunting right now......"
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i hate you
From: 3rd i
Date: Nov 13th 2003
i hate you because i love you and i know you love me
but i understand i cant have you. ill leave you alone but never forget me. you owe me your life





XBL GamerTag: KnowOne 215 | PS+ ID: KnowOne215

  

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217. "Hold out hope my brother"
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God knows her heart...

"I'm scientific, but my reflex gangsta"- Black Thought

  

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221. "dawg.... im so hurt right now."
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Its weird...I kinda knew this day would come eventually.... and I imagined how I would feel.... and this feels far worse.
Life sucks. I thought it was bad when Simmon left us.... this feels like 10X worse, cuz I was actually tight with nikki.

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290. "What made you know?"
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That's deep and sad at the same time to say that you KNEW the day would come. She must have shared some things with you.

I didn't know her but this is soooo sad. I'm going to be reflecting on a lot of things today.

  

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212. "RIP"
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PSN ID - dirty_MF_bucks

  

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215. "God bless her soul."
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this isnt the kinda of news/post you want to wake up and see.

"Everything's Good Ugly" (in progress)
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220. "R.I.P."
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________________________________________

www.myspace.com/tobi75

Charles: *points to world maps on his bedroom walls* Mom, I wanna take these down.
Me: Why? I like the maps.
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222. "oh my God..... I can't believe this"
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May God rest her soul.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DROkayplayer: I'm a Professional Weed Smoker. Not because of how MUCH weed I smoke, but because of how WELL I smoke it.

  

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223. "OMG ... I had no idea :("
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this is terrible

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224. "oh my God"
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my jaw dropped reading this
i am so sorry
may her soul rest in peace

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226. "RE: RIP 3rd I"
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man.

she was a such a sweetheart.


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227. "may she be peaceful in the light"
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Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage ~ ANAIS NIN

  

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228. "speechless"
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peace to her family.

  

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229. "Heavenly Father, allow this angel to continue touching..."
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the lives of those who knew and will miss her.
Allow her to step in your realm of peace
Allow her to come closer to the glory you had in store for her
I humbly ask of you, oh Father, to guide this child of Yours
as she transitions from her life here to an eternal life there with You.
Father, provide her family and friends with the peace of mind they need to continue with their own lives
With love, happiness, and the understanding of sorrow,
Lord, your will be done
In Jesus' name I pray

Amen!




  

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305. "Amen"
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Stayls aka Peaches Cochran (THE REAL STAYLS)

Yes Natty!™

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230. "Fuck ..... no way"
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This is hurting me deeply.
I am so distressed by this.

I remember her. Damn!

I hate to think that her cry for help was ignored. By me or anyone else. I can't help but ask myself if there was something I could have done, and didn't.

I truly pray that she gets the peace that she's been searching so frantically for.

May her soul rest in peace.

PS: We need try to be there for one another.

Love,
Miss La Belle

  

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231. "wow"
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she was a dope writer. very sorry to hear this news.

god bless. safe travels into the next world. peace to all of her family and friends.

---i'm here---

"...do what scares you..." -- l. varela

  

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233. "i remember my one and only 3rd I crossing"
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ironically enough, we were sitting right next to each other a few years ago at an Alvin Ailey show.

  

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234. "NONONONO"
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Stop playing...why? What? Aw Gat Dammit!
She is such a spirit and I loved her words.
Aw hell naw....

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235. "I pray peace for her and her family and friends... I'll keep sending"
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up prayers. RIP

  

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237. "OMG...I cannot believe this..."
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RIP Nikki Chipp. we would sit and shhot the shyt for hours. Haven't talked to her in a while. I'm in shock.

<<<<<Still making my day

I'm a GROWN ASS MAN, dawg

www.myspace.com/13950697?


It's definitely not going to suck itself

>you can't give the pussy back(c)Crich

  

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238. "peace and light to her soul and her whole family."
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i search for understanding on this, even tho it may never come.

i just pray that her essence is at peace.

*IDEAS.*

  

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239. "OH HELL NO!!!!!!!1 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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3rd_I was also known as sistalikewhoa from the old OK Chat room. She and I chatted togetther for YEARS on Okayplayer before really starting to post in the forums. I am shocked and hurt but glad she isn't suffering. We never did get that chance to hang out like we had said some years ago. This is very very sad. She will be missed. She was one of my first OKP friends.

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241. "..."
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KAHZY
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:35 AM

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242. "I shed tears when I read this..."
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she was always so nice to me

i don't even know what to say right now

damn.

r.i.p 3rdI




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love is a beautiful thang.


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centurySamIam
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:37 AM

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243. "R.I.P."
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jimi
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:38 AM

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244. "Peace to her and the family"
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Wow, this is so shocking. i didn't know her but i knew her through her posts. You never know what people are going through deep inside, on the outside you tell them they are fine, tell them that everything is going to be ok, and make them laugh to make them feel better but there is soo much more that we dont see.

RIP 3rd I and Peace to your family and friends, my heart goes out to you and your family

@silentintellect

  

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kec
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:39 AM

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245. "suicide is so serious"
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yet we rarely talk about it in the black community. so many of our ppl succumb to the stress. i know we all at some point have considered taking the easy way out or so we think. it's amazing how she touched so many through her poetry and her spirit but yet all that was null compared to her problems and situations. i pray that anyone who comes across this post today and are having these feelings will change their minds....


damn this reminds me of ruckspin, i must of cried all day at work when that happened. although, i never physically met these ppl it still hurts to see someone take this road esp since we are like family and whatnot on this site...dysfunction and all.

rest in peace dear!

  

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Effa
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Sat Aug-26-06 02:25 AM

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369. "its not talked about much in any community"
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it gets passed off lightly because everyone says to themselves how they could/would never do it.

  

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enotswhat
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:41 AM

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246. "rip damn...wasn't she getting ready to get married?"
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:48 AM by enotswhat

  

          

damn, damn, damn, this reminds me of that paperdollpoet poem.

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Choklytcytee
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:42 AM

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247. "Sticky Nikki"
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She used to live here. We met awhile ago. She moved away cuz Chicago was too damned expensive. It is. When I went to South Carolina I was supposed to meet her on the bridge that leads to Savannah Georgia. She was supposed to take me out in service w her and some frineds. The waffle house next. It didnt happen. We both got busy and she called and said next time I come we would link up. I was planning to go back in September. I still might. I just wont be seeing her. She knew what I knew about God and his love. Every meeting we sang the same songs. How he feels our pain and our hurt. Judah was the one that told me. My mouth fell open and when him and I said our goodnights and peaces I fell on my knees and I paryed for her. Whatever she couldnt find here escapes her now. I wish I coulda met her on the bridge so I could tell her how her words inspired me to write more and think more intune with myself and less logical of a world that escapes logic. Girl, what I do now will be in hopes that Jah knows your heart and maybe I can see you one day later when "cries will be no more. Neither will morning nor outcrys, pain and suffering"

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Something that guids us
Closer to Truth
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Latina212
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:42 AM

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248. "god bless. this is just so sad."
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|latina212|


be fluid~~~
be water~~~

  

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MrThomas43423
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:47 AM

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249. "this is so sad yo"
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peace and blessings to her family and everything. man this is really, really sad.

there's nothing i can say.
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i know ya'll at home sayin, 'thats an ignorant nigga,'...but thats a sweet watermelon. © The Illustrious Petey Greene

not compassionate....only polite.

I'm just performing for the cameras in my mind.

  

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Olu
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:52 AM

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251. "RIP"
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Phenomenality
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:53 AM

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252. "I cannot even fathom this right now......... that was my GIRL on freesty..."
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one of the people i was closest to...

im in complete.. i cant even type...

Breathe E.Z.

~Vee~

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"Do Not Let This Universe Regret You"

  

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Trinity444
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:53 AM

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253. "**sings**"
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I will hide under the wings of God
I will run unto my hightower
I will hide under the wings of Jah
For He is my refuge-Halleluhah (2x)

I will cry unto Yahowah
I will wait on my Redeemer
I will cry unto my Father
For He is my refuge- Halleluhah (2x)

I will plead my cause O Lord
I will trust in your divine justice
I will plead to the Almighty One
For He is my refuge-Halleluhah (2x)

I will wait patiently for my God
I will declare thy faithfulness
I will wait on my Comforter
For He is my refuge-Halleluhah (2x)

Let my soul rejoice in Jah, my King
Let my soul humbly adore you
Let my soul rejoice in your salvation
For you are my Shepherd-Halleluhah (2x)

**hums**

  

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Riot
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:54 AM

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254. "wow..... why is the devil winning? peace & blessings to her fam."
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this is so sad

  

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EthioHoney
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Fri Aug-25-06 09:56 AM

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255. "omg...RIP"
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@ethiozilla

  

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scrollock
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Fri Aug-25-06 10:04 AM

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257. "r.i.p. too sad. my jaw dropped when i read this in her blog:"
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Fri Aug-25-06 10:08 AM by scrollock

          

one day...after i'm gone...you'll realize that i never truly lived my own life...what will you feel? will it inspire you?


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El Keter
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Sat Aug-26-06 07:24 AM

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377. "RE: r.i.p. too sad. my jaw dropped when i read this in her blog:"
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And it's true too. Sums up her "issues" perfectly. I hadn't read that in her blog, only figured it out through interacting with her. I'm glad she knew though.

I hope people do learn from that, it might make the world a place worth living in for the rest of us.

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SoWhat
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Fri Aug-25-06 10:06 AM

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258. "oh no!"
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damn. damn.

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chrisroc07
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Fri Aug-25-06 10:19 AM

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260. "RIP"
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So Sad....condolences to her family and friends and to the whole OKP community.

  

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GetNGrown
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Fri Aug-25-06 10:23 AM

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261. "My prayers are with her friends and family."
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