You're relatively new here so everyone's process/timetable is different for coming to that realization.
Disappointing part is some of these posters used to deliver consistently thoughtful posts. Shelly still does on certain topics, OE is a caricature, SPM (before your time) is another prominent example Basaglia's agenda escalation resulted in a bunch of posters clamoring for attention.
--------------------------------- <--The drought is over
"have fun reveling in your pettiness tho" (C) Dula summing up 98% of OKS
"I didnt finish a damn thing...matter of fact I jerked off after she left." -Kobe speaking to investigators