take a position
no premonition
justification
nor rationalization
an isolated mind
goin back in time
called to view painful
memories no period
of review
under oath forced to see
what exactly happened to me
an accident so much loss
now here i sit
to determine the cost
the defense prepared
to examine cross
even execute
while da position
of my protection
not privy to much
he seems to admit.
now,
what happened?
pain in the back
neck and limbs
a marraige, children
gone no longer
with me
surgery pain relief
but this lawyer asks
you are better off today
than you were before the accident
in fact aren't you?
smug so cold
i am boiling iside
it seems i disappeared
behind the vail of
my own ignorance
docile i became
in the name of compliance
an objection made but
still directed to answer
this is my life but they will discuss it
later amongst themselves
called to trust in compadres
while i a complete stranger
no relation lay bare
for all to see
under oath in DEATH POSITION
no debt position
i mean de po si tion
only to be told by someone
i have never seen or talked to
who represents me
cause he is a good litigator
that my case was weakened
by the content of the information
and my own testimony
the mind racing three years
have come and gone
so many changes so much loss
not one accident but three
not one surgery but three
not related but 3
3 years
3 accidents
3 surgeries
3 relationships
all gone
yet here i sit
all at once
what i had displaced
is on the throne
what do i do?
how do i heal?
do i throw it all away
or play let's make a deal?
my life on stage
for all to see
while deep inside
i know something great about is happening for me...
while i must say i am angered
even outraged i must trust in what i belive
in spite of what appears to be
NO is the response
take this to trial
as for this statment to be used at trial
thank you for
the uprising
the awakening
the beginning of
2 years past 3

"keep pennin till the earth birth's your rightful seed then nurture it wit more ink..."
ASIEM
"Kuun fiyah Kuun" Quran
(Be and it is)
" A writer takes his pen to write the words again that all in love is fair" Stevie Wonder




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