today was a new day
woke up with that pissed off, vibrant film all over me
but kinda sexy as my hair curls were bunched up
fuggit real dudes like it
thats the time when--my man wants it
and i'm like let me brush my teeth man!
anyway--just another day--i should clean behind my couches and wash them dishes today
wanted it to rain
because sometimes i can clean better when it rains
and I had a bunch of shyt stuck in an empty fish tank that i was tired of lookin at
so i just
i rubbed one out in the shower instead
better than him givin me head anyway
sometimes
but i didnt feel like giving directions
damn that just turned me on
but i didnt feel like tellin him to
go left and up and shit
i would rather have him work around the clock
just kidding
i can do that shyt myself
what else ima do-sit home?
i mine as well work--
and i liked to work
cuz at the job i could pretend it was like my apartment ya know
and they had free coffee
but atleast i got away from my broke ass life
forget it
i just tell all random thoughts
but i guess thats just to get past everything deeper in my chest

but i liked to just play games sometimes
it was fun
wanted to run around with that one cat
and just make trax
fuggit ima call my boy, be back
nah ima call that chatline and run my mouf
talk to some desperate ass house arrest mutha
talkin about
come to his house
and im like nah man i cant do it mayun
unless u give my gas loot
and dude like dam he bought a bag with it-some excuse

and some chick tryin to get at me -sayin she could eat pussay better than a dude
then i get scurred so i pray to God like mayun I dont think I could
then some whiteboy talkin like a geek
and being like "dude-fuckin a man"
and im like ur cornball
but some dudes i be scurred of

forget it--i just felt like writin

and I want some IHOP
3 pancakes 3 sausauges 3 bacons eggs with hash--orange juice and coffee---

i love when dudes take me there after a club. then 24 hour spots

he used to take me to marshalls though when i needed a new outfit

but i really wanted
to be in his cadillac--playin with the bose speaker system
and like can i listen to this jam? move--im takin ova the radio

and i dated this nurse cat that was a bouncer at this club
and he used to get me in free.. me and my girls

and we used to go to this arcade place that was an arcade slash club--and get torn up
-i was drunk as fugg riding tha go carts--crashed into a wall

and my girls man used to dj at this club
and we used to get free drinks.. on the house

why are people scared of me? when im like everyone else!

anyway peace out....i gotta go talk to my boy






chinese men come here and cook americans that FRIED FOOD and go home and eat white rice--because they're trying to play us....so thats the only reason why they did it--lmao