23. "This is such devastating news." In response to In response to 0
You have every right to feel sad and angry and a host of other feelings which you may be having now.
Hopefully you have support around you to talk about your thoughts and feelings. If not, there are grief support groups and other means of finding support.
It seems that you both were on good terms as he passed which showed that he valued you. He sounds like a good, decent man and it hurts when tragedy strikes positive people.
I pray for comfort to find you and his family by way of support from family and close friends and the larger community.