on the way to a live show i was going to by myself: big mistake, was AAAWWWL the way in my head.

I remember being mad the venue ain't have their liquor license yet because I hoped alcohol would calm me down, lol. I ended up leaving said show two songs in because I was convinced someone I had dated was there (statistical chances of her actually being there was .0000012%) and panicked because we weren't on good terms and I was certain a confrontation was going to happen because I am an idiot

It still took me forever to get home because of other NYC related paranoia, I kept on taking alternate routes.