This past year kinda ran out on a sour note and the new year's stresses have had me trying to take stock of things I guess.

I've been poly (past)

I've been a cheater (deeper past)

Now I'm single unapologetically so

Maybe I wouldn't take issues with my exploits if I was a guy but I don't know. I don't feel sad or disgusted with myself. But I do wonder if my partners would feel a way about all of it.

I'm not looking for support or ire or condemnation or hand claps. Just looking around and trying to figure out if I need to put myself on the shelf.