>But my OCD is completely out of my hands. ANYTHING that says
>"antibacterial" can trigger mental relief through ritual for
>me, which is why I go through 40-50 bottles of purell a
>month.

So it IS an OCD thing. I had a roommate with OCD but he confronted it early and got it under control. He was like 20-21 and now he's chilled out considerably. Maybe too much lol.

>Sex? forget about it. I used to fuck like a champ, but ever
>since my OCD has gotten bad, Jennifer Lopez can offer me
>endless sex and there's no way I could do it. I'm straight as
>an arrow and find women very attractive...as long as they
>don't touch me.

Wow, so what was like the big event that onset your OCD? What age were you when this happened? This, of course, assuming you are willing to share.

Like my cousin was 13 or 14 and he was a total germophobe and I told him, "Dude, girls like you. You will get over this shit soon." He didn't understand then by now five years on, he does. But your situation is kind of the opposite. I'm sorry to hear that, man.

And you will know MY JACKET IS GOLD when I lay my vengeance upon thee.