55. "I don’t know how else to explain it" In response to In response to 54 Tue Dec-12-17 12:46 AM by godleeluv
Church isn’t something I have anxiety about. But if a person does I’m not mad I just would want that explained. Or just said. Communication is very important and what I realized from all this is that I wasn’t mad at all. I was disappointed because I was hoping to find most importantly a friend. Someone who I can share my feelings with and won’t be judgemental but also be honest with theirs. Anyone who knows me knows I’m really a laid back person I just require honesty. That’s basically it. I’ll choose what I will and won’t tolerate but I’m very much accepting of a persons individuality. I’m sure if I said I wanted our first date to be a fuck at his house he would have been down. Lol. Somehow going to church seems too fast tho in Okp’s opinion. I’m not gonna close my heart like I said earlier. My feelings were strong but not deep. So it’s not very hard to move forward optimistically. ... "A Beautiful Struggle" https://m.facebook.com/jamelabullock Www.reverbnation.com/jamela