I used to come home after school and watch 'VideoOne' w Richard Blade and his cool-ass accent.

this came in the rotation. It was new ("everything She Wants)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yf_Lwe6p-Cg

I was fixated. I couldn't NOT look at him. and he was beautiful. I was fucking mesmerized, and it felt weird, cause I wasn't gay. I didn't REALLY know what gay was, other than you liked boys. It was pretty much the final insult you could throw at another dude; I was firmly into my adolescent girl-chasing stride.

I couldn't reconcile this feeling of finding the dude attractive, and I could never talk about it. Any uttering of anything like that immediately shattered your manhood.

But yeah...that happened. Nxgga was handsome til the end. and he was dope. nxggas loved him, and 'let him in'. he never came off as patronizing or 'using his black pass', he just DID HIM.

Even when he got caught in the bathroom he basically owned his shit.

'I like getting high and catching some strange. Silly me.'

Me too, bro. RIP

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