peace, thanks for posting this..i was getting a little bored with okp for a sec.....
you may want to check out Merlin Stone's work When God Was A Woman. There's a proliferation of information within about goddesses native to the areas later populated by Christians/Judeo-Christians.
peace! li
ps..good luck on finding out your 'parents'.
"Afraid is a country with no exit visa."--Audre Lorde