I wont lie to you..I thought about this life and how its purpose isn't worth it less you find yourself a wife,
found myself alive barely breathing, i tried to cleanse my body but depression is a lesion,
repressed feelings made it worse and even further is the demons tryna poison any positive energy I'm feeling,
i relate to suicidal minded people who acc did it they aren't crazy or conceded they just knew too much and hid it,
see i brew too much and sip it, love this liquor but it steals all the brain cells replaced by this memory i build,
this aint meant to be a film, no arc, no applause?
but why my people poor stuck living for the cause?
its hard to persevere when you stuck inside a hole but already I achieved more than anyone i know,
so this henney i condone, whats next? blurry visions,
i think death is the only promise of a blessing for the living.