...Waiting in the void of disillusion,

consider my confusion but do not misconstrue its meaning...

...I watched you kneeling before me and upon my mind reading what
your eyes were concealing,

I concluded with feeling stupid...

...An unfair advancement of your mentality wherein you had rendered
me hopeless & now at the merciless whim of ur enchantment...

...I was despondent
and when u responded; you dug into your pockets

and lowered your head and said:
"This is what u wanted."