i have always believed in love at first sight
and the possibility of soul mates
yet have seldom experienced either

i have loved and lost and loved again
but there is something about you that makes
me not want to love anymore

you called to me behind windows of anonymity
i saw only what you wanted me to see
and infatuation grew rapidly

you enchanted my mind, my heart, my soul
and i desired life with only you
having never seen you in the flesh

sweet temptress of jaded naivete
you made me believe that perfections true
name was yours and that you were mine forever

i traveled miles to taste your ubiquity
and fate intervened as it usually does when
it comes to me and matters of the heart

short lived was our lust, wounded and denied
was our passion. perhaps my anxiousness to create
new life frightened your ability to believe

rather than waste my time i chose to leave
returning to the despair that always will live within
and only reveal itself when called

i saw you and knew that i loved you then
just as even now when time has separated us from each other
i can't erase you from my dreams

breaking up is hard to do and even harder when it is
with you whom i cherish more than God cherished Man
the similarity being that they have both departed

there is something about you, something that i cannot explain
it is more than your beauty, more than your personality
more than words can describe

even now as i am in the arms of another love
just as powerful and emotional as ours i desire
to be yours, but we are so far apart...

there's something about her that i will never understand
that i will never see again that i will never hold
that i will never forget...





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