My life experiences are a little different because I have been dealing with older parents and loved ones who suffered long illness and that's the shit I don't want. My wife's dad died suddenly of a heart attack and her mother withered away over several years do to a degenerative condition and we both agree going out suddenly was so much better for everyone.

So my big issue isn't with dying, my big concerned is not doing the things here I was suppose to do. Get my boys to a point of independence, do the creative and business stuff I want to do, and help some people out. If I can get it all done in the next twenty years, I think I will be at peace.


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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"