shit's too chaotic and I'm not use to it. still new, so maybe I'll feel more settled as I learn more, but I'm hella frustrated.

part of it is they've put me with the dev group for my role. I don't code. at all. not really a big issue currently, but could be later. but its more operational. I don't know how devs process they're duties that aren't just coding.

guess I just gotta be patient with me and the gig.