i was talking to a peer yesterday. Doing commercial art, its very easy to fall into the trap of trying to do everything and we're getting to the age where we appreciate specializing.

i used to try and work an a lot of things at once but i started making changes like charging more so i can have less pots going, and exercise. Even after this i was still finding myself up til like 3 or 4 'working'. i claimed it was insomnia or that i had just ruined my clock, but i was really just up looking for shit to do or having Illustrator or Blender or Scrivner open either doing or trying to do something. On youtube looking at tutorials for shit i had no bandwith for, etc.

next morning i'm late to work and useless until like 2p and the cycle starts over.