My mom is anti drinking and has been since I was little which is why as an adult I want to drink. But yeah. I am literally posting with foggy glasses on. My kids are in the bed. My dad is home. I’m in my room feeling like shit. Looking out my window which has a pond in the backyard. I feel privileged cause they are like we can just buy a new table but naw I feel like this is my fault. I wouldn’t tell them that tho. I know I didn’t. Break the table. But maybe just maybe if I would have made different choices the table would be In tact. My mom came I. My room this morning and told me how proud she was of me today. I feel like a complete failure now. And it wasn’t even my fault. If I hadn’t had a drink I think I’d feel different. Seven more days are needed. Smh. I’m not going to blow this post up each day but yeah. This is all my fault.
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