oh it's off to a stellar start..... * breathe * ... k... GO!

woke up late but did feel refreshed. had to skip on coffee though.

still 10 minutes late. good thing they dont seem to sweat this.

I can put it off for a minute but there is no skipping to be had.. nuh-uh

if im at all sleepy then cant do


i did end up taking a bit of a siesta at lunch lol

Mood: https://i.gifer.com/origin/b8/b8fbce3cf88d52eaca28852f3c3ec004_w200.gif

Shared the biggest hug with my homey after dude missed that kick.

Spent some much-needed time with the bass, keys, guitar & a stack of records on Friday night & Saturday.

Still not sitting at my desk. Week's off to a good start.

The sun rising over the city during my train ride in this morning with some rock in the headphones put me into a ZONE.

everytime that happens to a team I think of a Vincent Gallo movie Buffalo 66 where he plays a guy fresh out of jail on a mission to shoot the kicker who blew the kick he had his life riding on... sick movie... everytime a kick goes awry I think of it.

Understand that nobody was working during the last 5 minutes of the game, and everybody was on edge until the end. Grown ass men damn near pouting cause they lost smh lol

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Eagles fans, obviously. That game was nerve racking, lol. You'd have thought we were playing, all the yelling and jumping around.



>Grown ass men damn near pouting cause they lost smh lol

Folks mad as shit while another fan base is happy as hell

The weekend was cool. well, after my friend finally left. I was ready for her to go as soon as she got here. She becomes unbearable when she’s drinking.

I’m hoping for a good week...

I'm just unbearable... well there might actually be a sweet spot where I am bearable... but I'm sure the moment passes quickly and to try and stay in it akin to tighrope walking a straight razor...

I'm a stepping razor dammit.

.. working... commute was in full tilt this morning... I'm going to buy a bucket.. I might end up breaking down or in a horrible accident because it's a bucket but I won't be doing this 3 trains and a bus sardine can routine... so much touching and breathing, let alone the straight up shoving and body stinking...

I messed up over christmas... the further alienation and estrangement resolution was no joke.

oh well.. I got ideas.... just hope I can keep my energy up for them.. brings me back to this stupid commuting thing.. wow I'm beating TF out of this horse it must be dead.... ok... bucking up.. now.. go.

I honestly don’t think Trump will bunge on this wall thing
the US is in turmoil

anyway, I have a sweet potato in the oven...

it is astounding, exhausting and not just a little terrifying... oh well is it guinness time yet?... 3+hrs... k.

The new guy smells like pee again...

Just got access to the gym again downstairs, so my plan to be in Ravishing Rick Rude shape has begun!

Don't you hate when you're thirsty for a new job, but all you get are ziprecruiter text messages and indeed job alerts for shit you'll never apply for?? SMH...

Found a copy of "Decoded" in Goodwill on Saturday. Very unimpressed so far




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gawd I hated rude. lol.. good luck tho fam.

I don't know what to tell you about your coworker... I actually trhought about it yesterday and was like maybe I shouldn't have been so hard on dude.. what if he's incontinent and has to wear diapers or something... when I nearly lost my ability to walk because of a tumor on my spine I learned to appreciate the ability to send messages to and control ones body... too easy to lose sight of that level of gratitude..

I don't know... either way.. yuck.

started off thinking i had slacked off on a ton of work and had to play big time catch up.

looks like i actually slacked off on a lot less than i thought lol still not good. basically caught up.

feels like im being hit from all angles. their finding that one example and gotcha! lol

gotta step it up.

45 mins left now and I'm hitting productivity wall.. weather is turning ugly in time for the trip home.. beer is in fridge on full beckon mode.

not gonna steal them lol

that went by quick. coworkers are supposed to leave at 4. my office mate said bye so i figured it was 4. i was thinking ill make a couple more and go chill in the office until 5. shortly after my other coworker said bye. so i was full go. i finish up and its 10 til 5...lol

got a few things on the agenda tomorrow so should be cool.

i want to finish up my top 50 (ish) of 2018 playlist but this work thing at work is cutting into my progress lol

heres to hump day.

>not gonna steal them lol
>

"I saw the tape. We kept rewinding it. It looked like your head, but you can't tell from the back." ~ Red

About to roll out tho. Want to get home before the rain starts.

Was just on the train, and this dude got on, leaned-over to me and was like "Man... your pocket's hanging open. Folks can see your stash." Thanks, man. I love Philly. Love y'all too.

been putting the final nails in a bunch of work this week so that's good..

shimmy been in a funk... brought her flowers last night.. might've helped some.

i want to do a pub night but she's basically doing dryuary.

I don't get it.. I took a few years off drinking but these days i feel like why would I even consider that *flags bartender*

oh well.. get through another work day here.. go!

i need to fast forward to tuesday financially. i might actually do uber after work the rest of the week. i have to do something.

putting together a training guide at work and i feel i am making it too thorough. i guess i can review and trim once im done. its giving me a chance to work on my playlist though lol

men will always lust for something younger
granted, some won’t touch it
but the fact remains, they do want it...

lotsa folks don't know that mind you so I feel you... folk got all kinds of crazy wrong ideas and bass ackwards goals and desires.

>men will always lust for something younger
>granted, some won’t touch it
>but the fact remains, they do want it...

I damned sure won't touch her. And yes, the fact remains that I do want to. LOL

It's so bad that I usually have to watch Black-ish by myself so my wife can't see my mouth fall wide open.

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I remember once laying in bed watching one of those morning news shows
Janelle Monae was performing
my lover (the old one) walked in the bedroom from showering
stopped in his track
looked at the tv and goes, “mm-hmm”

I don’t even think he realized I was there...

of course I was pissed lol

commercial, with Tracee in it, played. I said, "Go 'head, Miss Tracee." My wife simply and gracefully asked, "Do I need to put your shit out?"

Edit: And yes. Lust is very powerful. So, I stay prayed up and outta harm's way. I don't want no troubles.

Chrissy is another one that gets me in trouble.

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RE: OMG!!!! I love your wife lol

but it was out of the corner of my eye and I stopped mid sentence and said DAMN!!!

I thought it was some random Asian girl at first so all that thigh had me fucked up.

As soon as I realized it was Tracy I chilled but my wife and I were dying because my face went thru 4 phrases in 10 seconds. Was like “woooow, wait, hold up, ohhh... ok, cool”

>RE: Man, I saw a commercial with her in a yoga pose
>but it was out of the corner of my eye and I stopped mid
>sentence and said DAMN!!!
>
>I thought it was some random Asian girl at first so all that
>thigh had me fucked up.
>
>As soon as I realized it was Tracy I chilled but my wife and I
>were dying because my face went thru 4 phrases in 10 seconds.
>Was like “woooow, wait, hold up, ohhh... ok, cool”
>
>

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I can get into this bottle of bourbon that I bought last weekend. Driftless Glen. I tasted it in the store and was blown away by how smooth it was. Tried it side by side with a rye. I'd never done that before so, needless to say, there was a distinct difference in the flavor profile. I'm gonna have to hit one of them bourbon tasting expos one day so I can do more side-by-side comparisons.

https://driftlessglen.com/our-spirits/bourbon/

https://thewhiskeywash.com/whiskey-styles/bourbon/driftless-glen-wisconsin-drifts-whiskies-retail/


Copped myself some vintage Rocky Patel cigars and an Upsetter Django which is an infused cigar. Added them to my stash to sit for a minute by I do wanna get into one of the RP 1992 sticks.

https://www.rockypatel.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/Rocky-Patel-Cigar-Brand-Vintage-2003-2-700x400.jpg

https://images-nitrosell-com.akamaized.net/public_html/12/2859/images/Cigar%20Brand%20Headers/rocky_patel_vintage_92_ciagrs.jpg


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Again, I'm ready to get over this sinus infection so I can enjoy a couple things.

Tired of my staff coming to my door to ask me questions about things they should know how to do. Feels like my goal to help each of them evolve professionally may need to start with me leading them through the ABCs.

Back to mofos whistling, unwrapping candy bars and talking non-stop.

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They forgot to turn it off.

Not going to spend the extra money but I hope they eat the difference.

Went to Chik fil a to get dinner last night. They gave me 2 extra boxes of 12 nuggets.


Work is busy. Which means it goes by fast. Maybe too fast. I missed a few deadlines last quarter but it’s because they keep throwing extra projects my way.

I need to sit at my computer at home for a few and knock out some projects and ideas

To hell with that daycare...

It's their fault.

This could be you and the wife, homie!

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Nah...

I'm joking. That bill would be crazy if and when they ever bring it to you. Did you say something to them about it before? I vaguely recall you mentioning that you had.

and then only brought them in for 3 days last week so it seemed fair to me.

I paid over the phone and asked for the total. Asked if it was for this week and even said it’s usually higher. Ole girl is the assistant and co and said “well, I’m gonna run it for this amount”

Cool with me.

and I have no problem if they correct it tonight but if not... Oooh, it ain’t my fault”

Anytime they made a mistake at my last daycare they would eat it.

whether or not I actually was is really neither here nor there but I do miss having the confidence in my own sanity I once did.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm........

that is all.

i swear this shad song (the fool pt 1) is my theme music for the first half of 2019

its official, no more uber xl for me lol

gonna have to stick to uber x with this elantra. should be so much better on gas whenever i get back into uber.

just got my 7th survey today about researching and visiting dealerships of individual brands. none were hyundai or ones i have researched/visited lol

Had to resched my 10am dentist appt 'cause my co-worker was late. At that time of morning theres only three of us here...me, her and the new guy. Couldnt leave the new guy by himself not knowing what time ol girl was coming in, so I moved it to 12. (of course she walked in 10 minutes after I hung the phone up).

1130 came, walked to the dentist, sat in the waiting room until 1230 and dipped. Resched for next week...smh. I did get some good sleep in the waiting room though.

I need to do some Ubering too, but I'm really leaning towards breaking my dj shit out again...we'll see...maybe I'll hook it all up and have my neighbors over to see how it feels. I really only play once a year now (my Prince tribute).




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#2dopebrothersandastackofwax

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no fee for rescheduling the appointment?

im getting the itch to make a mix since ive been working on this playlist. its been over 10 years since i did one and im not equipped for it at all lol

I think cause they were able to work me in today....and then cause he was running late.

That reschedule/cancellation fee is $70 bucks




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https://astackofwax.com/

#2dopebrothersandastackofwax

https://www.instagram.com/thirtythree.three/

The Greatest Story (N)ever Told (finished)

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I do this about 3 times a year...get the itch, then I go "nah"

I think im for serious this time. Actually bought some new music last night




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https://astackofwax.com/

#2dopebrothersandastackofwax

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we all can’t be zealots..

I have no interest in the things going on the world right now

#wethepeople