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So I have these weird dreams about an ex. Years ago when we dated, I dreamt about his first girlfriend, now ex wife. I never saw her or knew what she looked like before this dream. Super creepy, vivid and accurate. I saw her down to her hair color and even her name.

The dreamed kind of helped me get over him.

Fast forward to now, he somehow popped back into in my life. I recently dreamt that he and I were in some kind of relationship, but he wants a younger, silly acting woman. Very vivid. Needless to say I am going to ease out of this thing with him.

Unfortunate because in real life, he is fun and we get along great. But he always seemed to desire someone other than me.

I listen to my dreams because I have had many that turn out to be accurate. I see it as some type of divine protection from emotional turmoil.

I dreamt/dreamed (?) that I'd talked to my ex. This happened about a week ago. I vaguely remember us talking face to face, which I felt weird about in my dream becuase I's married nah.

Side note - relative told me they were gonna send me something on facebook messenger, and I had to install/open it to see the message.

I look in my inbox and I have a message from my ex "Hello (infin8)! How are you?"

I just deleted it and K.I.M.

my sleep patterns are off tho. The last dream I had some guys were chasing me, when they got close...I panicked and woke up.

But it brought in two situations with two friends that remain unresolved.




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They fade away fast. Take a break and they get vivid-as-hell.

Had one last night that was dope, but I can't remember clearly.

One of the anecdotes told about him was a time when he had been out partying (I imagine there would have been lots of drinking and cocaine) at a friend’s home till about 4am. He had then left to go home, but he then turned up back at their house and knocked on the door at about 8:30 that same morning.

It transpires that he had gone home and had a dream in which he had killed the people who had been at the house partying with him. The dream had been so vivid that he had returned back to their house that morning to check he hadn’t really killed them.

We had a laugh about this at his birthday event. He did half joke that part of his reason for going back was to make sure they were alive but if they were dead he wanted to figure out how to dispose of the bodies.

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Dude at work keeps talking about mashed cauliflower because he is doing a keto diet.

I kept having dreams/visions of mashed cauliflower. Woke up a good 5 times and it as the same image every time...

a bag of store bought mashed cauliflower.

I usually remember most of my dreams but this week they haven’t been worth remembering. I always remember dreams immediately or they randomly come back if they were vivid enough.

I still remember the first time I made a milk carton shoot a laser...

or the time I jumped in the air and kept going until I was over the trees and then a landed hard as hell but on my feet

or the time I was on a rollercoaster and the track ended and I woke up in my bed and that shit was bouncing like I fell into it.

All dreams from my childhood.

We were in my grandmas old apartment whe a fox came jumping through the room.

We all tried punching the fox out of the air. I woke up when it was my turn.

What. Thee. Fuck.

Lmao

Let me repeat this:

I woke up to crying babies, turned left and saw a significant other. Look around we in an actual house that I paid for. Literally spent a few hours doing dad work like cooking and changing diapers, cleaning stuff. I was dreaming and tired. Then the damn dog had to come in and look at me wistfully begging for food.

This was a straight up nightmare. I don't know how yall family people deal with this. I have an entirely new respect for Fishgrease after this dream. I am not built for kids or dad responsibilities.

Dads have too many responsibilities after this dream. The automated future gotta hurry up and get here.

But I can’t see going home to nobody.. or a dog.

like small insignificant things that happen in real life that i remember were in my dreams months/years ago. thing is when i had those dreams those things made no sense happening in my life.

i cant remember the exact examples but i will reply back if they come back to me.