I get the urge to reach out all the time. Sometimes it’s as simple as hearing a song. Hell that Madonna post the other day made me think of her because she was a huge Madonna fan when I was young.

I just know it’s going to be a one-way relationship and one that will absolutely drain me in terms of time, emotion and resources in a way that will quickly become unsustainable and the closer I get the more I have to deal with the fallout of things she absolutely refuses to address.