i get a rush from gambling. shit feels good. i took $10 and built it up to $2500.

if you're also a gambler, you know this story doesn't end with me walking awah with $2500.

more time passes and the stack dwindles. it gets as low as $250.

but then it goes up again. i find myself back up around $2500.

my thing is...that stack is gonna rise and fall. quite a few times. but if i leave this town with $2500 or more, it's a win. but if i gamble the whole thing away and it's all gone, i won't see it as losing $2500+. i'll see it as losing $10.

and i've spent $10 on dumber shit...


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I ain't lyin. This shit i'm making up is true...