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Real talk I love these Levis 559's. In fact, I have four pairs of 559's, but I seem to favor 1 pair over the rest.
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and i have a favorite pair as well that definitely get more burn than the others.

skinny boyfriend cut. I think I was wearing them every day for over a year (actually 4 days a week). I had to make them into shorts. I cut them too short, so now I look like a hoochie mamma when I wear them.

damn...I don't think that's been typed around here in FOREVER! these boards so meat packed these days...


"Get ready..for your blessing..."

but yeah.....




"Get ready..for your blessing..."

daily wear or at least heavily in the rotation. i can dust off a pair of 510s 511s in 6 months. if i wear them while riding a bike i can do it in 2 months

it's not my dream job but it's 5minutes from the house and I get to design a few magazines and a variety of other shit.

she kept stressing that it's a mid level position, almost implying that I may be too qualified or bounce on them...

and she is right.

I need to a better job with my poker face in these interviews.

Ironically I just thanked Big Kuntry for links to the Kendrick show. But I'm sure there's someone that was standing right behind him that had to bend their neck and found themselves staring into his screen a few times.

And at some point we're not watching the shows we're at anymore, just trying to be the first to record and upload for clicks/likes.


I'm in Houston this week and stopped by a friend's event on a whim last night, a monthly scratch session and competition. As soon as it started there were at least 5 people that moved right up to the front holding their cameras up. I left. There's already a tripod set up for a good shot of the mixing, everything else is just tacky add-ons at that point.

And it's not like this is something new, it's just gotten old after a point.

i have been guilty of it as well but I realized I was fucking up MY experience by viewing it thru a screen.

cell phone screens being held up. assholes.

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me surrounded by everyone else at events

http://www.eonline.com/eol_images/Entire_Site/201595/rs_1024x759-151005162757-1024-woman-no-cell-phone-black-mass.ls10515_copy.jpg

I can't believe that I'll be 33 next week, so much changes in one year. All really good changes though :)

I've been trying to participate in inktober and actually keeping up, but my environment has been hotel airplane home for weeks now and all I can think in is gray.

I don't know how to capture that, the lack of inspiration.

Because it definitely exists.

I had it in my hand, literally. But instead, I just said, "thank you" and kept it moving.

Shaking my gottdamn head at myself this AM.



"1) God doesn't exist

2) And anyhow he's stupid"
—Philip K. Dick

http://austinato.bandcamp.com

http://www.discogs.com/lists/Favorites-of-2015/222933

>I had it in my hand, literally. But instead, I just said,
>"thank you" and kept it moving.
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But I will say that I hope tomorrow offers another chance. Because I'm doing it. I don't care. This is killing me.



"1) God doesn't exist

2) And anyhow he's stupid"
—Philip K. Dick

http://austinato.bandcamp.com

http://www.discogs.com/lists/Favorites-of-2015/222933

*sigh*
i know we're told to speak things into existence

sex isn't one of them. especially not to the person you like.

because then they'll draw that wild conclusion that you're only here for that.

lol. a whole lot.
he even examined my fingernails to see if they would do damage to his back.
i wish i was kidding.
folks be talking themselves out of stuff

do you think that the dude is just way out there?
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which i never did and never have
there is no signal to mix

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i aint mad at ya Rev

But she is a cutie.
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on both sides. and its not something you can purchase.

edit: I think its partially a generational thg...the world seems to gravitate more towards general ratchetness as we go along.
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If there are women who are easy without any class or reasonable method to their style then I guess that guys are going to play for par on the course.


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Imagine if your job was to help a woman re-decorate her place. That's what working with groups or teams comprised mostly of women is like. Move this over there-- No actually put it over here -- you know what? It was better over there, so put it back there now.

That's what it's like being a dude working with the opposite sex. Work ain't the place for that approach!

I let my dislike of a coworker get in the way of helping him out and doing my job yesterday. Long story short, i have an ongoing personal beef with this coworker for something that happened outside of work, and dude is just a complete jerk, no way around it. But i didn't put that aside and do my job to the best of my ability. Im better than that and I plan to do better with that moving forward.

Had major electrical issues with my house last weekend. Last Saturday, when i woke up i noticed the house was colder than normal. The furnace hadn't come on at the adjustable temperature i had set. On top of that half the electrical outlets in my house was out. So that meant fridge off too. Emergency issue. Didn't have the money to call in a professional electrician so i took a shot in the dark and call a coworker of mine that knows electrical. I had just met this guy only a month ago but that guy came over and fixed my problem just for the cost of the parts that was less than 40 dollars. He saved me big time. Im going to throw him some dollars next week on gp for helping me out like that.

Ive only had time to text with my cougar lady friend lately because i just haven't had time to spend with her. She's not mad though. She's real cool like that. Thats why im glad i didnt pursue something with any of her friends.

Speaking of getting colder, the cuddle jawn search is on for the winter.

incessant quest to dissect and boil down very single topic that's posted to an argument over racism or sexism or anti-gay agenda.



"Get ready..for your blessing..."

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I'm one of the few left.

#OKFreshmanClassPresident2009

that life was repugnant as it was full of anti-gay sentiment, racism and misogyny and needed to die.

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and then imbalanced....
and then...here we are..

"Get ready..for your blessing..."

good riddance to them.

After that shit I kinda want to go to therapy.

I realize that I have a high drive and I am methodical in my thinking and not a lot of people can get on board with the way I do things.

But...I wonder how is people just WISH for shit to get better instead of being proactive

http://board.okayplayer.com/okp.php?az=register

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on youtube?

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i am trying to both:

work as i hard as i can to disrupt the tragic unraveling that's occurring

and also

not be scared about the outcome should my best efforts fail, which they may

both seem somewhat impossible

Just signed the lease to our 4 bedroom 3.5 bath brand spankin new townhouse in Livermore, CA. 1 year leasing, then we buy!!!! :)

I've fallen in love with East Bay California. Walking down the streets of Livermore, I just felt so at home. :) Then we rolled over to Dublin to the shopping area and it was just beautiful. Had some Thai food that was really good. Went to Starbucks and chilled.

Starting next month, we will be new members of CrossFit CSA. Now, all I have to do is finish packing up the crib by the end of the week so I can paint, clean and get our house on the market by the end of the month. I don't expect it to sell until January, but a girl can hope and PRAY!!!!

I also need to find a job and a good school for the munchkin to attend. I don't believe either one will be that hard, but you never know.

Tonight, I am going to sit back an watch FE+'s tour documentary, and chill. :)

Have a great day, OKP!

I've liked it when I spent time out there. Don't know if it's your type of hype, but the wineries out there are great. We go out there for tastings/to replenish every few months.

OMG! I am so looking forward to the wine tastings!!!! :)

- Facebook is not a good place at all. I only go on to like pictures, crack jokes with my real life friends. productive conversations never happen on there

- I successfully scalped tickets via StubHub last month, I profited double what I spent. that may be a new side hustle

- I submitted my Thanksgiving time off request 9/11, I should know if it's approved by this Friday. Like I haven't been trying to purchase plane tickets and look into hotels. my job needs to do better with that.

- paying my taxes and having a 401K is very adult of me

getting into petty BS OKP arguments for like....months.


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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

Movies I need y'all bastids to see so we can discuss:

Five Star - https://goo.gl/jBHbVv
Appropriate Behavior - http://goo.gl/isCzTM
Ma

**********
"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

Movies I need y'all bastids to see so we can discuss:

Five Star - https://goo.gl/jBHbVv
Appropriate Behavior - http://goo.gl/isCzTM
Ma

got hit with a stupid termite bill so i decided to sell a limited amount of prints for $100. a curator from a museum that will not name hit me up to say she wants to buy one for the museum's collection.

this is both shady and unethical. how you gonna try to put my shit in a fucking collection and only offer me $100?! while it would be nice to be included, i am not that desperate. i passed.

ago and got damn near ran up outta here.......



"Get ready..for your blessing..."

no the big stuff i usually make
my work ranges from 1000 - 15K but that's because i make big stuff and my work is in a reputable collection and bc of my resume

that's how you determine the worth of your work

I dont want to argue or anything, Im just not familiar with the dynamic

as a cultural institution that is set on collecting and recognizing artists it is unethical to underpay artists. esp when this work is not meant for institutional purposes. they are trying to cheaply underpay me just to say that have something of mine in their collection. not to mention this is a BIG institution. i've also hear some other shady dealing they've done with other artists. the prints i'm selling are meant for personal collections for people who otherwise wouldn't be able to buy one of my works.

Had 3 people (I'm not close to) ask me out so they can pick my brain recently...
I felt a bit flattered after #1 asked me because it's someone I kinda look up to...but after I ran into #3 on Friday...I was like naaaw...

I ran it by a friend and he told me I'm undervaluing my skill set and I need to start charging their asses...I laughed it off initially but he's right.

If we're cool and on a similar wave length...bouncing ideas off each other..collaboration..inspiring each other is cool and necessary I think...but people who I don't know like that..or are just cool with people I used to be cool with? Naw..

Found out that someone that put me through the meat grinder as I was leaving Houston is getting a divorce.

I thought a part of me would be happy, that maybe a small part would say "I have a chance", that a part of me would feel "in your face-ish" ... something, anything. I thought I would feel something.

But I didn't, I feel more when someone tells me that it's going to rain, because at least that's going to affect my day.

This didn't and it won't. And that's something ... just not sure what.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fGWt_4TM-k

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weeks back & my boy sent me the pic of the wedding.
He told me he was unsure if I wanted to know since we
both had deep feelings for each other & it was a rough break
up & it took me some time to regroup but when he showed the pictures...














MAN I HAVENT LAUGHED THAT HARD IN MY LIFE!!

Not only does she look like who did it & ran & got fat, her husband wore tails on his tux & he got hips! I immediately got on my knees and thanked the Lord for his favor & letting me dodge that bullet. I also wanna personally thank her new husband for rescuing her & wish them both all the best. CHEERS!

with his college girlfriend 5 years ago. At that point we were already 10 years out of school.....And he was engaged to another woman.

When he called me to curse me out last week, unsurprisingly he is no longer engaged or with the chick he was engaged with, and the old ex-college girlfriend is now married and has kids.

It inspired that weed post I made a couple of weeks ago.


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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

Movies I need y'all bastids to see so we can discuss:

Five Star - https://goo.gl/jBHbVv
Appropriate Behavior - http://goo.gl/isCzTM
Ma

>with his college girlfriend 5 years ago. At that point we
>were already 10 years out of school.....And he was engaged to
>another woman.
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>When he called me to curse me out last week, unsurprisingly he
>is no longer engaged or with the chick he was engaged with,
>and the old ex-college girlfriend is now married and has kids.
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>It inspired that weed post I made a couple of weeks ago.

issues. If it's the same guy from the weed post.