this right here:

"I just couldn’t understand why Asian Women didn’t find me attractive. Suddenly, I assumed the ones that I am attracted to use cocaine so I decided to play a game. Bash Asian Women in the Nose so that they could stop sniffing cocaine and give me a chance. At first I thought I could get away with 1 Million Noses, but at 6th victim I felt a little discouraged."

"Truthfully, I feel so much better after hitting an asian Woman in the face with a steel rod. It was the greatest achievement of my life."

that's sick

not *too* far from "....so I decided to kill them"