... until I found out it was 97 percent white. I need to investigate more and figure out the logistics of that situation. I've canceled tickets to Hawaii, Portland, Las Vegas, and Minneapolis in the past week because of uncertainty.

So yeah, I'm burned out to an extreme degree but have to start Masters classes inside of three weeks. Everything is messed up on end and I need to leave. However, I can't just run in the middle of the night.

Finally, spoke to family for the first time in four years and it was bittersweet. It's cool to hear from people but I can't fuck with them because I hear the disappointment/hatred in their voice.