i could post some sites but im kinda busy right now and don't feel like doing extra work... but maybe somebody can help me out, johns' revelations when seeing heaven are pretty graphic and scary, not a place i see of beauty... he sees creatures w/ four faces, eyes all over them, and then he says some angel measures the walls of heaven, i think they were 50 ft high and 1,500 miles around, what is that shit? and when he saw inside the city everybody was bowing down to God saying "holy holy...praise praise" or some shit, again what is that?that doesn't seem like a loving God... that shits scary and right now im scared when i think about it... lucifer sounds more enticing right now, and yo i'm not to fond of that guy...