I got a question and like to share something...

Is Hell and heaven a decision?

also i've always wondered what if its not God who judges but ourselves, since he already wants us there no matter what, what if we are so resentful of our life and shameful that we cannot choose heaven? I know im drawing allot of these thoughts from fiction, like that robin williams movie where the woman commits the suicide, but i also drew personal experiences, throughout my life when i have sinned or done something immoral or wrong, i would think God was punishing me, and when i looked at it realistically I was the one who punished myself since i was the one who made the decision? ya dig?