negated pictures that i need
fade in mists that i cant see,
air so clear,
but i'm still intoxicated,
throwing up desires,
swallowing pain,
it's getting late,
sweet melodies of cries
drowned out by smiles,
open to negoiate faith,
bumps and bruises of love,
seeing nothing with dry eyes,
cold blinks,
silent yawns,
why i gotta be here,
i still dont see the purpose
of gray mermaids dancing in the clouds
as my tears flood the ground,
romanced by throns while playing the violin,
crushing cupid arrows,
playing the harpoon with my eyelashes,
memories move to fast,
i feel the future callin my name,
but i cant hear anything,
raspberry setting,
feel so lonely,
surrounded by too many things,
i'm gone standing still,
flying motionless,
sufocating fragances,
tasting nothings,
spring's frost snap me into norelity,
nullified by winter heat,
melting away at my soul,
my red walls scrumble,
i call out for love,
but get no response,
birds fly at my ankles
as bunnies play around my head,
purple grounds got me perpretrating familar sensuality,
afraid to mirror emotions of tomorrow
because today never started