satin roads ponder
with the misty sidewalks
that talks back to me,
on a night where the infantry
in the sky remain retreated,
something is needed
and something is wanted,
but i cant find niether,
crisp clouds abrase my eyes
from what i wish could transport from me to you,
cant believe
the evitability
of what's so great to me
came as a misfortune to you,
cant say the situation was brought the right way,
and the explanation just wasnt the right day,
but i threw myself before with emptiness
to leave short of pleasure,
i dont understand why i cant stand the smell of lies
when i rot of the same smells,
why i hide this very little woman like i'm ashamed
because it ratifies my own satiety,
now, i dont mean to say that,
but that's the truth,
to some intent,
no one likes baggage
and i dont buy bullshit beauty to represent me,
so if it was the alcohol that night that got you alluded
sorry that your thoughts were polluted,
dont get me wrong,
i dont want to waste your time or mine,
i just want to know you before you know her
and i want her to know you before you know her
and me, i dont matter,
i'm just the middle woman,
what makes her happy is what makes me happy
and i want it to be what makes you happy, makes me happy,
i guess thats why why you're mad right now,
i didnt tell you,
see, i'm selfish with my business,
but what type of man are you to know try to understand me,
you shouldnt've found out that way,
but you should've also gave me a chance,
i wish you cold understand how much i love my tutelary angel,
how hard it is to be a single mother with a punk ass baby daddy,
how she's the rays to the sunshine that sometimes
irritate the hell outta me
to the point where i have to enjoy nights like the one i met you on,
how i watch her run away, still knowing i'm here with open arms when she comes back,
how she further understands the hatred i have for her father
and will realize the love i've adopted for you,
i wish you could understand how cold i was when those stones were talking back to me,
how lost i was without those glowing eyes fluttering back,
how that satin layout looked too rough to lay on,
not to mention those cars that drove on it,
baby, i made a mistake,
but i cant apoligize
and i dont have to,
it's just things you'd have to understand
from my point of view,
i want your chest to be the satin sheets i desire to lay on,
from your heart to your tongue to your mind,
baby, let me walk miles within you,
just learn to love her, before you love me