seems all too easy to
want to do this

cause in the end
it is just me allowing this to happen

a peaceful expire,baby

cause f'real
yeah,i could blame whats around me
on my own demise

these fuckin'crackas would love to see me rot
from a tree,right

but again yet in the end
it was me
and my own laziness

my own lack
that put me on this limb

realizing now how much more effective
i couldve been
more determined to want to live
but since allowing myself not to want

eternal slumber seemed like the best way
to sleep through a another
and any more days
to come

damn

wish i could do it all over again
so much more i couldve done,y'know

goodnight