wow. i am really in shock. she was the first friend i had here on OKP. we used to talk about stuff, music and art and such. you used to ask why i was such a geek about things like that.

she was an avid gamer and had a yearning to live life and i think she only just was starting to come into her own as a woman. i will miss seeing the chance at her becoming a worldly woman as she sometimes spoke of travelling.

man, this really hit hard.

i miss you Nicole (her nickname).