I want a chance in life! I don't wanna have to feel less than, feel lower than other people, or apologize for my mother's color!

What do I do about my parents? I can't be white without white parents; should I force my parents to transition too? What about my uncles, aunts, and cousins (gosh, this is gonna be expensive)?

But still, I need to learn to act white, talk white, think white...but I really don't know what any of that means. I just know I want it because white people get to carry guns in public, get credit, and stuff like that there.