>But I will say this, seeing Asian women with white men bothers
>me. Conversely, I'm always internally elated when I see
>non-FOB Asian women with Asian men. And I'm not super into
>Asian women like that, so it's not about me wanting to date
>them, like with black women. I just feel like the way so many
>non-FOB Asian women seem so eager to get with white men and
>steer clear of other Asian men is disgusting.

Your feelings of frustration are misdirected.
When the guy who possibly fetishizes you treats you better than your father treats your mother, there's a huge problem there.